I have only just started writing fanfiction recently, but I have been fantasizing about sesskag for over half my life.

Sometimes, I get so depressed that I can't live in their world that it hurts my soul; but I have found that making it real via fanfiction soothes the pain... even makes life grand!  I want them to be real so bad that I have to make them real on the internet.  I used to fill the void only by reading the work of others.  But once I started getting my own ideas that seemed to not really be touched upon, i found a whole new outlet.  And I am just getting started.

Does anyone else find it hard to be so in love with a cartoon character?  I guess being in love with any celebrity is equally as likely to come to fruition, hehe.

I also have a real job.  And if I ever make enough money to squander, I will see about paying off RT to illustrate sesskag stories for us, lol.

Its good to have goals.

Feel free to hit me up and shoot the sh*t.  I don't discuss sesskag in my real life, and this is my own secret world...

And yes, I also go by effinsusie on AO3 and FF.net.

You can also find me as susie on discord!  say hi....