It's great to hear that you're no longer so dependent on the painkillers for relief dearie!! *huggggles* I believe you are well on your way to recovery, which is something that makes me happy. Maddie should always be happy, healthy and lovely! It is really alright about slow responses and whatnot - so much has happened lately, *huggs* and each of us are busy in our own way with random things. I have been having exams, with a paper on the 28th, an interview for a job on 29th and another paper on the 30th. Honestly, busy much?? YEAH. So this is the first day in a long time when I do not have to study too much, and I am enjoying the break. And yes, after the 5th May, it is officially over. Bye, school! As for the job offers, I have landed two jobs, but I am more keen on one which I am still undergoing interviews for.

LOL I believe in embracing plot bunnies, and stupid me added ANOTHER PAGE to the new fic. I should be focusing on current projects, and I intend to write chapters for Let Us Fall In Love and Wisteria later on in the day! Happiness This is great fun. And I noticed you've been writing so regularly for Polarity! I adored the chapters - you have such amazing creative juices!! YOU ARE THE MASTER!! And to write more for Bulma and Vegeta?? I say GO AHEAD!!

You're SOOOOOO welcomed!!! *pounces and huggles* LOL I review Blood Stained in great detail simply because you write in great detail. I have loads of things to comment on and hence the reviews It's such a masterpiece when it comes to emotional play! Though their relationship is virtually non-existent as of now. This is of course, your work, but I find myself wondering how long will they take to advance to something more. As of now, I find it really hard for poor Kagome to see Sesshoumaru as anything beyond her rapist, so it is quite impossible for now, I guess.

Yes, yes you will ALWAYS have exclusive gossip no matter what You definitely got the picture right, dearie! That's how crappy he is being now, and he keeps coming to me with a 'I-am-so-noble-and-understanding' sort of tone. Which is...okay, I used the word f***ed-up when I thought about him. I lied to him that I was going out with someone else (I have a good guy friend whom I exploit everytime I need a fake boyfriend LOL) and guess what?? That idiot came asking me THREE TIMES. THREE FRIGGIN' TIMES if I was really seeing someone. He asked, "Are you really seeing someone?" And when I asked him "What do you mean by that? Are you trying to say you doubt me?" He would hurriedly reply, "Oh no, I was just wondering since you said you were kinda seeing someone, so...don't worry, I won't be so horrible as to try to destroy something as powerful as love." ........OKAY. What the hell was that, seriously?! I think my English is not too bad (it is not my mother tongue) for an Asian, but SERIOUSLY I HAVE NO IDEA WHAT THE HELL HE WAS TRYING TO SAY!! Maddie I am soooooo angry when I think of it, and it just proves to me more and more that this guy is WRONG WRONG WRONG ON SO MANY LEVELS. Thank you for agreeing with me on what a weirdo creep he is!! Honestly, I am usually very nice to my friends, but he has forced me to be bitchy. So when he told me his lame line of "...powerful like love" I told him (online) to simply save it for himself and 'spare me the noble declarations because I simply do not need them'. Bitchy much? LOL. Dearie he is NOT quitting. This is agonizing.

HAHAHA SNAIL MAIL IS SUCH LOVE I am glad you agree! Nothing beats seeing a handwritten letter eh? I know what you mean about those tiny slips of paper! That's so cute) The old days are sooo fun! Kids these days lead a somewhat different life. I think.

Love you loads, sweetheart. Stay strong *hugggggs again!!*

P.S. Go walk in the forest more, get more ideas and write more good works for us!! WoohoOO!

Smileys for my sweetie! *hugggggggs* Cheer up; I love you lots. I will reply our usual love letters tomorrow dearie! So sorry about it, but I have an exam in a few hours and I am doomed.

Oh yes, now that you said it!! Your neck spasms must have been due to the redoing of your room! I mean, you had to move things around and paint the walls right? Now, that's gonna cause neck pains for anyone!! Poor sweetie; I sure hope you're alright now. Thank God it wasn't a tumor or anything nasty along the lines of that. *hugggles*

LOL Maddie you're such a sweetheart! Since when are more plot bunnies good? LOL. It's really bad, because after I developed the plot bunny, I went to write 6 pages of it immediately and GOSH I wanted to keep writing it since the idea is fresh in my head and all. But it's really bad because I might neglect my other stories, so I am stopping it at 6 pages for now. (CONTROL, CONTROL. LOL) I read Blood Stained the first thing in the morning!! (It's 9am over here) and gosh, it keeps getting better and better!!! I will tell you more about how I feel for the new chapter in the review later. Polarity is such a gem, honestly! You come up with the quirkiest ideas and put them into a short passage of words which make it so fun to read and laugh over! I find myself eagerly awaiting new chapters to Polarity every time XD If my life was without Blood Stained, Polarity, Embrace the Silence, Bloody Kisses, Fallen Angel, 1000 Paper Cranes...I'd just keel over and die. LOL!!

Oh gosh, Maddie, I was dying to talk to someone about it but could not since some of my friends knew him too (from school) so I did not want to start some on-going open gossip. But you know, it is sooooo terrible because now he is like, mad at me for not being his friend. You see, I told him I would never be able to like him romantically because I am just NOT drawn to men who dabble in stock markets and lose hefty sums of money and have an addiction problem (he admitted to this himself). And I added that I'd keep the relationship to that of a FRIENDSHIP. But naturally, I won't have too much to say to him now that we have said things so openly. Don't you agree? So I barely talk to him, even when I see him online, and he used this against me and asked me, "Why aren't you talking to me like you did before? I thought you said we're friends?" LIKE OMG OMG OMG. Then I didn't want to back down and go back to talking with him because I am just SO annoyed with his pushy ways and the fact that he likes to twist words to push me into corners. So I told him (for which I felt mean afterwards)That even among friends, we have those with whom we are closer and those with whom we are not. I blatantly said "I don't think I am obligated to speak to you everytime I chance upon you online because while you're a nice person, I don't really feel like we have a lot to talk about. Besides, there are many friends with whom I am much closer and I'd prefer to talk to them." ...OMG. that was bitchy-MAX. LOL. I kinda felt really really bad about it after I told him that, because for one, I am against the idea of ranking friends. But he was really getting on my nerves! I mean, when I deliberately avoid you in conversations, it'd mean something right?? But he somehow doesn't get it, and that infuriates me to no end.

Awww thank you so much sweetie!!! I was really mad at that stupid guy for a while but I gave myself some chocolates and I became happier LOL. I definitely look forward from hearing from you too! Are you a person who appreciates snail mail as well? As in the good old fashioned mail by post. I mourn the fact that no one sends letters these ways these days, but still, they're so nice. LOL Sweetie you are still in the boy band phase too?? YAY!!! I thought I was the only anomaly left. LOL! OMG OMG OMG YAY! I AM SO HAPPY you found Jonghyun cute too! I feel scandalized lusting over someone born in 1990 (I am 1987) LOL. The name's strange and hard to pronounce since it's Korean but OMG who cares he is cute and hot! Though you're CUTER AND HOTTER!! LOL *huggles* Now, what are you talking about?? LOL!!

Dearie!! Awwww omggg the scans and neck spasms sure sound scary! I really hope you re feeling way better now!! Poor you; did the doctor say why you had all these spasms in the first place? Is it because of fatigue? If so, be sure to rest more and get more rest if you can...I know I am nagging but I want to see you energetic and crazy again!! lol I miss the contagious energy that you exude through the screen!!!

Anyway, i deserve to be shot again and again for the fact that I have a new plot bunny!! Lol. But I am keeping it at bay because this is really not the time to be writing a new story!! Lol. I shall take your advice and write new chapters for BOTH wisteria and let us fall in love!! Lol I am waiting for blood stained!! When is it coming out dearie??? Lol i'd hate to be bugging you for it but i really love that story!! I hope your beta gets back to you soon! Then I'd have something nice to look forward to. Blood stained is one of the stories I find myself thinking about when I am taking the bus or the train also, thank you for the amazing updates on polarity!! Where do you get all your amazing ideas from?? Really, I adore them!! I'd definitely review later on, because for the strangest reasons, iPhone allows me to type replies here on the wall but doesn't allow me to leave reviews!! Which sucks, because it means I can only read and would have to turn on the computer if I want to review. Arrrgh.

Thank you sooooo much for the love dearie!!! I really appreciate it -hugggggs- you're so sweet!! I am glad you felt the same way as I did towards this situation, because I was feeling guilty for having rejected him and I am scared of rejecting people which is why most of the time I hang out with my girls so I can avoid interaction with the guys. after all, if I don't like the person and he ends up liking me, I'd have to be mean and hurt him again. And I hate doing that, especially when the person is nice. But this guy has really gone overboard! He knows I hate it that he dabbles in the stock market and am genuinely concerned and hope he won't do it. Yet he tells me he won't, which makes me glad as a friend and I talk to him less as a result, since he no longer needs the listening ear. But who knows he'd resort to going back to the stock market and come to me saying he has gone back to it!!! So he obviously wants me to keep talking to him, but I hate it when a man resorts to such moves. You're right, my dear, it's so slow and cheap to do something like that!! And guess what? Yesterday he messaged me to ask why I was giving him the cold shoulder. Isn't it obvious that I am not interested??! So I did it again, telling him it is not possible for us to ever go beyond friends. I don't want a man like that all the men I want are either on tv or in anime!!! Lol. And I want maddie tooooo you're such a gem!! I would marry you if you didn't already have your handsome boy!!! Lol!!

Recently my life has been sooo happy because I have wall posts from you to look forward to, read your stories, write fanfiction and go crazy over boybands!!! You might think that at the grand old age of 23, I would have grown out of going crazy over boybands, but no, my friend introduced me to this cute Korean boyband named SHINee and I am now a fan. Lol! How can I find myself liking a young boy of age 20?! You can google 'SHINee Jonghyun'!! Omg he's so cute but of course not as cute as you!

Sorry for the chopped-off reply!! Typing on an iphone is such agony so I had no choice but to change to my laptop. Anyway sweetie, you're welcomed on the reviews on Blood Stained and everything! You know how much I love you and your works; it is just amazing. Recently I discovered a whole lot of fantastic stories here on Dokuga and I cannot stop reading!! Bloody Kisses by Beautiful Morning Sun is one, and also, Embrace the Silence by Trouble in Shangri-la is another. Wonderful, wonderful stories It makes me happy to see so many fantastic stories here on Dokuga!

And I need to tell you something...I rejected the guy who gave me the iPod directly:/ I feel really bad about it (I HATE rejecting people because it is just not nice) and he really liked me so it was kinda awkward. I guess I couldn't bring myself to accept him because he was playing the game wrongly in the sense that he tried to get my attention using the wrong methods. I was initially friendly with him because I thought he was a pretty nice person and we could, at the very least, make friends. But what happened was, when I tried to keep the relationship to one of friendship, he began to become more extreme. He would call me at midnight though I'd ignore the calls, then ask me if I liked anyone else. And when I got abit annoyed, he tried to rationalize my feelings and my thoughts by saying, "Oh, I understand that you're feeling blah-blah-blah" and it's really silly because I am ME and I didn't need someone trying to tell me how I feel. That's kinda lame, really. Then when I started to ignore him a bit (as in reply messages really slowly), he told me he got into playing the stock market again. It is his bad habit, and he once lost USD$5000 playing it before, and I was nice enough to counsel him out of it and say he could do more things other than playing that. In the end, I didn't know if he wanted to spite me or gain sympathy, but he came to tell me he got into it again. My friend thinks he is using it to get my attention so I could go counsel him and be his Aunt Agony again, and I really feel like he is using my feelings of friendship and sympathy to get me to talk more to him. Then he would always tell me things like, "I have something to tell you." And I'd say, "Yes?" And he would reply, "I like you." ...ummm. while it is romantic if I like him mutually, it is not quite romantic because I don't. So I told him straight that I have no feelings for him and never will. :/ How disturbing. Seriouslyyyy. I cannot tolerate the way he tries to push me into a corner and analyze ME to ME like I am an object. Hrrrrrrmph.


I shall stick to Maddie and Sesshy love

Ahhhhhh thank you thank you sweetheart Maddie!!! *squeezes you breathless* lol omg omg thank you sooooo much for all the stunning reviews of Let us fall in love, wisteria and the third parties!! I felt soooo happy AND guilty at the same time as I read your lovely reviews because you were still nursing that horrendous migraine!! Speaking of which, are you feeling better already?? I mean, with that golden pills, I sure hope you've gotten n
better!! And I simply can't wait for the new chapters of Blood Stained to come out!! LOL. I am dying to read it but of course your health comes first so I will await patiently!! do remember to see a doctor again if the migraine doesn't get any better...though knowing them, they'd probably give you diamond pills next hahaha!! I cannot decide if I should start writing Let us fall in love or Wisteria...one is soooo long; it's almost epic, while the other should be ending in a couple of chapters!! But no matter what, I really really appreciated those reviews!! They made my day) i am soooo honored you loved the updates!! Honestly, I always look forward to hearing from you.

OMG dearie are you alright? Poor you!! Please tell me you're OK...I can't help but get worried when I saw how the migraines have been going on for four days!! That's dreadful, really Is it still hurting badly? I used to get migraines until I went for this scary traditional Chinese acupuncture thing where they stuck a couple of needles into the top of my head. HAHA I know it sounds sick but it actually worked! LOL. Anyway my dear, that was HELL A LOT OF MONEY TO PAY FOR 4 PILLS!!! I cannot believe it. WHYYY??? IS IT MADE OF GOLD OR DIAMOND DUST OR WHAT?! This is insane. Medicine should never cost this much. But then again, you needed it dearie, so try to tell yourself that it was more of a necessity than anything else. I hope it helped! And please don't worry about the slow replies! Health definitely comes first; I understand perfectly. Migraines suck :/ I would say, the BEST MEDICINE EVER FOR MIGRAINES WOULD BE...NO HOMEWORK/ASSIGNMENTS/PROJECTS. That would cure us of any migraine.

Thank you SOOOO MUCH SOOOOO MUCH for the stunning reviews you left for Wisteria AND The Third Parties!! LOL sweetie there is no way I'd EVER find your long reviews annoying. In fact, the only thing I felt was guilt because you were not feeling well but still, you took the time to read and review so sincerely!! I've just uploaded the final chapter of The Third Parties, and believe it or not, I got a little sad over it. I mean, the ending's happy as you'll soon see. But It's like, gosh...I don't wanna say goodbye to this story! I've grown quite attached to it, and I would miss writing it. I wonder how we would feel again when Blood Stained and Wisteria come to an end. SAD FACE x 1000000000. Thank you sooo much for the reviews once again, you make my morning, afternoon and night Love you sooooo much!! And of course, you make me love you more because you updated Polarity!!! I WANT BIG BAD PINK WOLF!! HAHAHA!!! RAWRR!!!!

And you know, no matter what people say about Blood Stained, I will always love it. Everyone who reviewed (and I would like to emphasize that those were SIGNED reviews) were rooting for you and encouraging you! That's what I love about Dokuga, we don't just read and write, we make friends and encouragement one another when the writing gets tough. I understand about the dip in reviews...I just uploaded the latest chapter of 'Let us fall in love', and LOL I got only one review for it but that's my own fault really, because I neglected the story for so long and I cannot expect others to remember the story! So I am laughing it off though I am a bit disappointed and I realized I don't make sense by what I just said LOL!!

Awww you guys sound like you had lots of fun!!! nice!! I am so happy for you, really! It's soooo sweet You sound really happy too, so I shall give you more *HUGGLES!!!!*

Love you Maddie! I can't say enough of that.

I didn't mean to cut the reply off so abruptly!! Lol sweetie, you see, I had to get off the train to go teach my canadian children, so I had no choice but to stop replying when I was alighting the train! Lol. Anyway oooooh lucky you dearie! How sweet) I hope you guys have an amazing time celebrating!' take more pictures!! anyway, I've found such an amazing story here on dokuga named 'master of pleasure', but it has been taken off the site because the person who posted it had apparently plagerized it off the web. Which is really disappointing (not the taking off part since it is openly flouting dokuga rules but the plagerizing part) I was genuinely impressed. If you want to read it, it can be found on ff.net!

Dear maddie!! Thank you, thank you dearie for your lovely reviews of both wisteria and also peony lantern!! you make my day darling!! I really really appreciate your wonderful reviews...gosh you take the effort to read so attentively and review everything so sincerely *Hugggggles* i am so glad you enjoyed both stories, especially Peony Lantern, you know, given how creepy and somewhat tragic it turned out to be. I gave myself the creeps when I wrote how she watched his car leave from the window. -shudders- I was worrying if the readers would take well to it, but your amazing reviews dispelled all my worries! Wisteria was fun to write; Kagome is now alright, and we can get down to the fluff and PINK!!!!! XD our poor doggy deserves every bit of it, I think. After all the trouble they had to go through.

Anyway, gosh sweetie you're welcomed for the reviews for blood stained and polarity!! I honestly meant every word I said in the reviews and the little response to that particular reviewer. Honestly,you're doing such a great job with your stories; I cannot find any fault. You delve so deeply into emotions, discuss themes which most writers fear, and do your research in such great detail. On top of all, English is not even your first language!! It's like, asking me to write in french. You might as well shoot me dead since I'd die from trying to write anyway. I might be able to produce something decent in Chinese or Japanese, but not french. So you're amazing. the number of reviews is a bad way to gauge if a story is good; I've seen many good stories go barely reviewed here on dokuga, which is why I try to review as avidly as I can. But I understand how motivating they are, and I will always review your stories as long as I have living breath within me haha!! love lots!! Please write more Blood stained!! They bring me joy!!)

Hi my dearest sweetie Maddie!! I am so sorry for the delay in replying...you see, this is a really bad excuse but I've been furiously writing Wisteria and here it is!! It has just been updated, and I feel so relaxed now And I finished writing the Peony Lantern too! It is now completed. I read Blood Stained and gosh, it was such a fantastic update! I love how deeply you delved into their minds - it made me see them as wayyy more than simply story characters. You made them come alive with your words, and I hope you make Kagome see sense soon because my heart breaks when I read about how cold she is to Sesshoumaru. Yes, he sucks big time but still, he is Sesshoumaru LOL. Anyway, I took a peek at all the reviews you got for Blood Stained's latest chapter and yes, it so seems that everyone is rooting for you sweetie!! We always will - this is how much I adore your story!

Anyway, I seemed to have lost track of our topics so I will begin a new one. LOL. I had such a food fest at this buffet place on Saturday (you can go to my Facebook page to look at the pictures) and GOSH, I think I overdosed on cakes and chocolate fondue. If someone came close to dying from chocolate overdose, it has got to be me. Anyway, how did your anniversary celebration go?? I BET it was fantastic!! Sweetheart, you must update me!! And perhaps, spare me from the juicy details LOL!!

I am on study break now for a week before the exams are here but somehow, "WHERE IS MY MOTIVATION??" LOL! It's non-existent!! hope your assignments went fine!!