Hello, straight to it, looking for a very old fic that was probably not on this site. It was on animespiral, which I know is gone but I can't give up on hope...

The name was "Pain and Lust" and "Pain and Lust 2". The authors name was "Evelyn, Evellin, or Eveline(can not remember the name)". Pain and lust was complete and from what I remember Pain and lust 2 was possibly almost complete? They were rated MA, the couple was mainly Sesshomaru and Kagome. Then it was SesshomaruxKagomexInuyasha, KagomexOC, KagomexOCxNaraku, and back to SesshomaruxKagomexInuyasha. The relationship starts purely sexual and in the end, Kagome ends back in her time and has released a book telling of her whole ordeal thusly, Pain and Lust.

Pain and lust 2 is where my brain is kinda fuzzy on details. Kagome ends up back with Sesshomaru I think and then she is kidnapped by Naraku. He intends to make her his xxx-slave. So he brings in this demon, that can control her the more she lustful she gets. And he has little fuzzy demon balls, i kid you not, that he uses to make her mind go go blank with lust. He controls her and theres a slight threesome btween the oc,Kagome, and Naraku. Then Inuyasha and Sesshomaru show up, and I think Inuyasha leaves with Kagome and they get down and dirty. Sesshomaru shows, she feels guilty cuz she can't choose, she runs away. She falls and dies, i think and thats all i can remember.

If anyone knows if this even exists or doesn't, could you just let me know? I just want to know if I should give up...