Dear Dokuga,
As of late, specifically from Feb - today I have been what would one call it? More absent then i have been in two years. Part of my ability to constantly be on Dokuga was a lack of job/income coming in. I was/am doing odd things for friends and family to make anything i can to pay the few meager bills that i have. it has been hard. Because of this and the fact that the economy got me, i ended up moving home and was left with more time then ever to look for a job, and be on Dokuga. but Lets face it, you can only stand it for so long and because of this i started going to a community class to re-educate in a new field of study.
I was lucky that the course i wanted is in the medical field and only took 13 weeks to do, but b/c of it, i've been pulled from Dokuga a great deal. I can tell you that i've had some serious withdrawals and that even while i've been here i've seemingly had my mind else where, on keeping up with fics studying etc. WELL, you might want to be scared here, All that has come to a kinda end as of today. Not only did i pass my course, yEy! but i took the PTCB test today, sweating bullets and inwardly swearing like a sailor i thought i would fail BUT r0o totally passed!
Said all this to say this, I'm not looking for sympathy, or a congratulations, but just wanted those of you that know me well and the rest, to know where i've been both physically and mentally. Seriously, i got out of the test room finding out i had passed and still to this minute, and hour feel like i hardly know enough. Seriously they are going to, when i get a job, trust me with pills and medications that could potentially kill someone. WTF O_O ...me... Sugar0o.... someone's nuts that's all i gots to say.
*shifty eyes left*
*shifty eyes right*
EITHER WAY, if your in the metro-atlanta area, watch out for pink r0ozilla's at your local Pharmacy!
Thank you for being patient with me! I look forward to getting back to the wya things were, though i do hope you all know when i get a job i hope to return to writing and arting and other stuff so i still may be a bit MIA, but not at the same time. Someone would have to murder me for me to leave this site!
- sugar0o
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