Lost Innocence by MyIceprince(Sesshomaru)

No More Love

A/N" Hi! This is my first time typing a story. I hope you enjoy it. I did when i wrote it.

Disclaimer: I don't own InuYasha : c

Note: Small lemon

Kagome Higurashi was strolling through the woods, searching for InuYasha. She had a bone to pick with him for messing with Shippo, the little kitsune, while she had been gone. Miroku, the monk, told her that InuYasha went to the hot spring nearest the camp site. She thanked him and continued her quest to yell at a very rude hanyou. Unbeknown ed to her, a pair of golden eyes inspects her from afar. Kagome felt a powerful feeling of being watched, but payed no heed to it. Well hello, People! She is back in time 500 years her prior. You see, her home is beyond an ancient Bone Eater's well. So while sauntering among the woods, she can't help but get petrified seeing things like Demons. Especially since there's none in her era. Kagome took her yellow pack off her back and located her bow and arrows. Since she's going alone, no sense in not being prepared for the Demons. She grabs her pack up and clings it closely. With bow in one hand, arrow in the other, she strolls toward a bush. She suddenly stops mid-stride, as she perceives moans and snigger's. Wondering where the noise's are coming from, she quietly, but swiftly, places her pack on the ground. She places her arrow through her bow and points it behind the bush. ' Just in case it's a demon', she ponders,' might as well be ready to purify it's ass!'. She peeks around the bush and gasps, dropping her bow and arrows at the same time. Eyes getting blurry now, she sees InuYasha in the throws of passion with none other than, Kikyou, the priestess. Both Kikyou and InuYasha, are in the hot spring, screwing as if not caring about their surroundings. Kagomes heart melts as she sees their bodies oscillate rhythmically. Kagome holds her hand to her chest and sobs silently. For some reason, she can't turn her head. Kikyou has her legs wrapped around InuYasha's waist. She throws her arms around his neck, while tilting her head back. She meets Kagome's gaze and smirks. She knew Kagome was watching, but didn't want to stop. This was getting very amusing to her. Kagome couldn't help but hold her breath as she on-looks Kikyou's gaze. ' The nerve of her!, pondered Kagome. Kikyou saw the frustration on Kagome's face and decided to give her reincarnation a show for hells enjoyment. Kikyou meets InuYasha's thrusts while observing a very pissed miko. InuYasha was very oblivious as to what was going on between the two. He didn't know that Kagome, his second love, was watching. Seeing InuYasha love her with passion like that made her sink inside. Kagome, now infuriated, wondered how Kikyou could be so bold! She wanted to all but go over ther and beat her ass for that. Instead, Kagome glanced at InuYasha and started to say something; only to be stopped by a very oblivious hanyou.

" Kikyo, I love you so much', he moaned out while caressing her body softy. Kagome on-looked more and was on the verge of crying. Kikyou just couldn't help but smirk at this, so she pressed on, " What about that girl, Kagome?"

Kagome knew what she was trying to do; make her heart disintegrate into little pieces. From afar, a pair of golden eyes gloomily look at the condition the poor miko is in. He would love to save her from that misery, but doesn't. He, superior, doesn't show emotions.He still doesn't want to condone it.

Meanwhile, InuYasha tilted his head back (on the verge of climax) and feels his fangs grow.He bits his bottom lip, letting the blood slowly drip down his lips. He quickly plunges his fangs into Kikyou's neck, mixing his blood with the undead priestess as he finally reached his climax.. Kikyou slightly gasps, but starts back moaning, for her climaxed just ended.. He pulled Kikyou close, nose to nose, and

voiced, "Fuck her. She knew I loved you and you only.", while kissing her gently on the lips. Kagome couldn't take it anymore. She balled her fists and stood up, revealing herself from hiding. InuYasha pulled his limp member out of Kikyou quickly and glared at Kagome. Kikyou splashed under water and swiftly began to swim toward the edge of the hot spring. Before she made it to the edge, InuYasha stopped her.

"Kiyou, you don't have to go anywhere.". 'The nerve of this guy', Kagome thought. Although Kikyou felt what he was saying as of the truth, she had to go because of the look Kagome was giving her. She got out of the spring and dressed quickly. Kagome glared at InuYasha, whilst Kikyou stares between them both. Kagome wanted to hurt her, but knew in her heart there was no real purpose. She knew that InuYasha will always go after Kikyou. InuYasha saw all these emotions change on Kagome's face and thought he should say something.

" Kagome..."

"Save it, InuYasha! How dare you say you love me, but stab me by saying foul shit about me?", Kagome lashed out. His ears flattened against his head as he looked down at his reflection. He squeezed out, " I'm sorry, Kagome. I didn't mean-"

Kagome heard enough. " InuYasha, sit! Sit, sit, sit, sit, dammit sit!"

As she turns around, she strolls past Kikyou and hears InuYasha splash hard to the bottom. Kikyou went to InuYasha's aid. Kagome heard him mutter," Stupid Bitch".

Kagome softened her facial expressions and begans to sob uncontrollably. She grabs her pack off the ground and places it on her back. She starts running, not caring about the couple anymore. Not caring where she was going. Just running. She felt like dying at that moment. Her eyes had this burning sensation so she kept them closed. Suddenly, she bumps into something hard, falls, and drops her pack in the process. " I guess I ran into a tree", she pondered out loudly through tears. Slowly opening her eyes(while balancing on the ground)she sees a blurry white object in front of her. Coming into focus, she glimpse at the last youkai, or inuyoukai, that she wanted to see,

Sesshoumaru looks down at her with a questioning look. She sat up Indian style and looked up at him with tearful eyes. He bent down on one knee, and stares coldly at her. Kagome gulped by his look and said, "Sorry".

"Watch where you're going, girl"

Kagome looked at the ground sobbed loudly. Sesshoumaru took his claw and placed it under her chin, while slowly making her meet his gaze. He couldn't help but wonder why his brother hurt her so. She is very beautiful for a human. Kagome wondered what he was doing, because he was staring directly at her face, only inches away from meeting face to face. Not wanting to seem attracted to her, he bellowed, "Don't cry out, you pathetic girl. So be quiet".

With that being said, he stands and grabs her pack thing, and starts walking toward his camp site. Kagome stood up and yelled out to him.

" Give me my stuff back, Sesshoumaru!"

He didn't say a word, but kept walking. She got mad and said something that had upset him. She walked next to him and said, " Give me my shit, you cold-hearted bastard!" At this, she barely had a chance to blink, before she found that her feet weren't touching the ground. Sesshoumaru dropped her pack and held her throat in his grasp. While her back hurts from the tree, she tries to grab his arms off her throat so she could breathe. Sesshoumaru was looking dead into her eyes.

"I'd advise you to not speak of this Sesshoumaru in such ways, Wench". He dropped her and watched as her form slid down the tree. She coughed a little bit and finally took in air. She couldn't understand his reasonings for messing with her. Sesshoumaru started back on the walk, grabbing her pack in the process. Kagome just sat there, looking at her skirt. He said, " Come", as he sensed that she wasn't following. She quickly looked up and saw that he was a good distance from her and hurried herself to catch up. Now behind him, she fingers her skirt and thinks of the throws of passion that Kikyou was making InuYasha feel. Oh how she would've loved if he did that to her. Why couldn't Kikyou stay dead? Sesshoumaru smelled her change of emotions and rosed an eyebrow. He was curious. So he asked, "Why so down?", as if he doesn't know already. I mean, he was there. Kagome looked at him and saw the softy-like glint of his face. She replied.

"InuYasha has me feeling this way"

Sesshoumaru gazed at her and said, " Do you still love him, Miko?"

Kagome was not ready for that question. But thinking on it, she came to a good conclusion.

"N-no. I don't love him". Sesshoumaru wasn't convinced so he pressed on.

"Doesn't he make you all mixed up with emotions?". Kagome stared at him, about to cry. She says, "No more love for him. I'm moving on". With that, they walked in silence. Sesshoumaru inwardly smirked. He will make her his. At least, his play toy. They where walking toward some bushes and came to a stop. Sesshoumaru smelled a hint of curiosity coming from the miko and said, " We are headed to my companions". That stop her curiosity and waited until he kept walking. Sesshomaru went past the bushes, followed by Kagome. He watched as she looked ahead of them. She saw a fire and a little imp, approaching them.

" Mi Lord! Mi Lord! You have returned!"

"Yes, Jaken", he said and looked around the camp sit. He glanced down at the imp and iced out, " Where's Rin?"

Just as he was about to respond, Rin comes out of some bushes and shouts, "Lord Sesshoumaru!"

Rin goes to Sesshoumaru, running over Jaken in the process. As Jaken tries to recover himself from the ground, Rin is asking Sesshoumaru an immoderate of qestions.

"Rin misses you so much", she looks beside him and says, " Who's the lady mi Lord?" Kagome was looking down, so Rin went under her to see her face. " Please look up, Pretty Lady" Kagome looks at her and smiles sheepishly.Rin gave her a toothy smile and then hugs her. Kagome's eyes grew wide and she glanced at Sesshoumaru. He only knodded and Kagome hugged her back.

" I'm Kagome. Nice to finally meet you". Rin looks at her and say's, " And Rin is Rin". Kagome laughs by the way she talks of herself in third person. Who does that?

Jaken overcame his dizziness from being stomped on and stares at Kagome. Sesshoumaru knew what he was going todo and say. He wondered how Kagome was going to handle it. Wait? Him? Lord Sesshoumaru? The coldest Demon known, shows sympathy for a mortal girl? Sesshoumaru shook the thought away. No. He only wants to get Kagome for his own sexual needs, that's all.

Jaken scolded at Kagome.

"You're InuYasha's wench!", he spewed out. Kagome felt hurt and said, " Listen, Toad. I'm not a wench and InuYasha and I aren't together.He found his mate", she stated with a sad face, reminiscing the event all over again. Sesshoumaru tried not to flinch for he knew just how she felt.

Jaken huffed, "Don't come to mi Lord with your pitty. Lord Sesshoumaru doesn't give a damn for you're needs, so buzz the hell on, girl!". Jaken went too far.Kagome flinched. She didn't understand why she followed Sesshoumaru. Though, he did tell her to come. Kagome looked at the toad, pulling her foot back, and let it go up the toad's ass. Jaken went flying out of sight. She then looked at Sesshoumaru and said, "Can i have my pack?"

Sesshoumaru looked at her with a raised eyebrow and said nothing. Kagome said," I'm not going anywhere;just by that tree", as she pointed to the one. It wasn't far from camp, but not close for anyone to hear her cry. Sesshoumaru looked at the tree and nodded. He handed her her pack and she went to tree.Rin was standing there the whole time, looking at Kagome's sad face. She wondered who would hurt the pretty lady like that. Rin looked at Sesshoumaru and thought,'Lord Sesshoumaru seems interested in the lady'. Sesshoumaru saw how she sat down under the tree, hugging her pack, and cries. He knew she was crying when the first smell of salt had hit his nose. He kind of felt bad for her. Knowing InuYasha, he was probably having the time of his life, screwing the dead pot called, Kikyou. Sesshoumaru shook his head. Rin went up to the demon lord and said, "Can Lady Kagome stay with Rin?"

Sesshoumaru glared at her and said, "Yes, Rin"

Rin jumped up and down and started to skip towards Kagome, but was stopped by Sesshoumaru's voice.

"Rin, i suggest not messing with her now. Go to bed and wait tomorrow" She nodded and skipped to her blanket next to the fire.Kagome looked in her pack and took out her CD's. She pulled her CD player and head phones out. She selected her CD and placed it in her player. Sesshoumaru was standing by her, but she didn't notice. She was too busy putting her head phones on and hitting the play button. Sesshoumaru wondered what contraption was that in her hand. He already knew the girl was wierd, but his curiosity gets the better of him. He just looked down at her and saw how she looked at the ground. Suddenly, he hears a sound from the thing and her voice.

"How many times you're gonna let him use you?

You'd think that you would know by now.How could you let him treat you so bad? How many times are you, gonna let him break your heart?"

Sesshoumaru never heard someone sound so beautiful. Her voice made his mask go off. He couldn't help it. It made him sit down right next to her. Kagome opened her eyes and stopped singing.'How long have he been right here?', she pondered. Sesshoumaru saw her blush and wondered what got her that way. Kagome stopped the song and took off her head phones. She placed them in her pack, then looked the opposite direction from Sesshoumaru. Sesshoumaru smirked. This was going to be fun.

"Uh, Kagome? Is it?"She looked at him and nodded. Sesshoumaru's mind started wandering. He saw how short her skirt looked when she scooted by him. Kagome saw this and smirked now.'So. He's interested in me after all', she thought. With her mind off of the hanyou, InuYasha, she focused on the sexy being next to her.

"Yes Sesshoumaru. Is there something you want?", she said seductively.Sesshoumaru inwardly grinned, but said nothing. Instead, he grabbed her waist and pulled her down toward the ground. Kagome got scared and looked around. Rin was sleep and Jaken have returned; sleeping on AhUhn. Kagome looked at Sesshoumaru.He was now on top of her and smirking her down.He smelled her fear and breathed, "Don't worry. I won't hurt you"

Not at all convinced, she shudders in is hands. Sesshoumaru placed his hands on either side of her and gazed at her tenderly. Kagome saw the love in his eyes and started to feel something. She felt a pit of butterflies in her stomach.' Am i getting attracted to him?', she mused. No. She can't fall in love with someone else after her first love did her wrong. She quickly got up out of his reach and placed her back against the tree. No. She will not fall in love again. Sesshoumaru rapidly got up and stood directly in front of her. Kagome looked up at him as tears started coming down her eyes. Sesshoumaru sighed. He should've known that he can't sex her until she falls for him. He sat down in front of her and made her face him. She looked at him and he said, " I understand that that pathetic half-breed made you miserable, so i won't make you fall for me"

Kagome nodded and hugged him. His eyes widened, but he didn't give her one back.Kagome saw what she was doing and quickly retreated from him.She leaned back against the tree and stared at the ground. Sesshoumaru bended forward to meet face to face. She started getting scared but didn't move. He placed his lips on hers and kept them there. Sesshoumaru was surprise he even did that. Just by looking at her, made him do it. Kagome was shocked. She didn't respond to them. She couldn't get the feeling below her belly to stop. Sesshoumaru smelled her arousal and was encouraged. He placed his claws behind her head and pushed her lips more on his. Kagome couldn't resist him, so she kissed him back. She suppressed a moan the best way she could,but it came out anyway. He heard it and parted her lips. Kagome accepted his tongue and wiggled it around his, tasting his juices. Sesshoumaru couldn't understand how sweet someone's mouth could be. She tastes so...sweet. His eyes widened and then he, himself, became aroused. He retreated from her and looked at her lustfully. He wanted to know if she was ready for what he was about to do to her. Kagome was panting now. She felt so good about what he was doing. No thoughts of InuYasha crossed her. Sesshoumaru smirked and said,"Kagome. Are you ready for me?" Kagome stared at him and gulped. She never experienced sex. She was close to doing that with InuYasha, but he's too childish to sex her. She frowned at the thought of InuYasha. She knew she was over him now.

No More Love

"Yes. I am", she says mouthwateringly. Sesshoumaru stood before her. He smirked. Kagome wondered what he was up to.'I'll give her a show she'll never foreget', he pondered.

A/N: Please let me know if you enjoyed it so far. Please and Thank you! R&R