Shiinto no Saishuuheiki by KillingMeTenderly
*Diary in the flames*
Shiinto no Saishuuheiki
Silent Weapon
By KillingMeTenderly
*Book in the flames*
*Found my way back in the dark tonight,
Couldn't wake up, not right next to you,
I traded forever to just hear you say the sound of my name,
But thats not why im here,
I came out here to tell you it rains in heaven all day long,
I want to find you so bad, to let you know im miserable up here without you...*
To reach, for something beyond reaching, to search for something, that can not be found, to love and desire that someone, that can never be yours...He knew that she belonged to his brother, oh that fact have kept him awake many sleepless nights, but still how he longed to hold her little frame, to touch her cherry lips, if it was even for a moment. The days he craved for her, in his dreams he had her. He knew how wrong this one-sided yearning was, but he just couldn't help it, for he lived just to think of her crystal eyes, to watch her midnight tresses sway to the wind, to feel her aroma hug him in the heat of the battle. This was the only way to see her- on the battleground, her scent mingled, whit this of dead, blood and sorrow. One look was able to bring him to his knees, one word and he would be her willing slave, one tear and he would revenge for even the simplest insult, one request and he would happily end his life. He lived for this moments, when he was able to be near her, his love, his desire, his sun and moon, his night sky, his Kagome...
...his Kagome, that was never his.
All was peaceful in the shard-hunters camp... well at least as peaceful it can be with a grumbling hanyou, angry demon exterminator, perverted monk, that was just a bit unconscious, hyperactive kitsune and miko that was temporally counting back the seconds to her own outburst.
'...18...17...16...15...14...' The beautiful young woman was thinking.
"Stupid humans always walking too slow and idiotic wenches that can not live a damn day without a bath... refreshing my ass only looking for a way to make us crawling even slower..."
'...13...12...11...10...'
"...HENTAI!!! How could you I already told you "No touching" better stay in the world of the sleeping..."
'...9...8...7...6...'
"Momma please can I have some more candy, please, please, please, pretty please..."
'...5...4...3...'
"...Useless shard detector..."
'...2...1...BOOM'
"SIIIIIIIIIT, Inuyasha I am bathing, Sango take a hold of your self, no Shippou only after diner."
"Feh, wench, what did I do?" The face-planted hanyou mumbled.
"You are right Kgome-chan, sorry" The older girl said as she dragged, the now unconscious Miroku to the cam fire, where the fire neko Kirara instantly jumped on her lap and purred.
Shippou's sad face was talking more then enough for the miko in training, but she wasn't giving in oh no, she still remembered his last chocolate fever, like, who could forget crazy fox demon running around the camp, giggling like mad and talking strange things.
"OK gays see you soon" She sing-songed happily after fetching her bath suet, few towers and her soap and shampoo.
Smiling the young priestess made her way to the nearest hot spring, that the group found the same day. Its beauty held her captive of the memorizing view. Dark boulders were making the perfect contrast with the crystal water. Dark green lush forest was completing the magnificent flora. Nice flower scent was to be noticed.
Smiling happily at the beautiful picture Kagome started to undress slowly. Dainty hands pulled the shirt over her head, uncovering tinny waist and ample bosom. With her skirt falling she presented shaped hips, which turned into long, seemingly unending legs. Black tresses were following her spine and rimming her heart- shaped face. Little feet slowly stepped into the water, stealing sigh from her cherry lips, her blue eyes shining and showing her inner peace.
Leaning on a bolder, she quietly started to clean her body and hair, with the enchanting smelling shampoo and soap. Her toughs drifted to all the things that happened in the last two years in the wandering era. The Shikon shards were getting lesser and the girl was sure that the last battle whit their ultimate foe- Naraku was taking place in the near future. Many of Naraku's puppets were dead, tanks to the Inu Tahci, Kouga, and some even from Sesshomaru himself, but the strongest- Kagura- the wind- user, Kanna and Moryoumaru were still standing their ground.
Kikyou has had many encounters with Inuyasha, and Kagome was not presented on all of them. Sometimes Kagome felt useless in this never-ending love triangle: my love, his love, her love, my past life and her future rеgeneration. Everything was way too wrong for her liking. Inuyasha was ready to die for Kikyou and able to live for her. The young miko's heart broke every time Inuyasha went to his lover from bones and soil, but Kagome was able to understand the older girl's feelings as well. To die, believing, that the person you care about wants you dead, to spend eternity in place far away from the world, whit no hope for light, to live life based on hatred and feed whit dead souls. Kagome was sure that Kikyou was not as bad as everyone thought, just hiding her emotions, her fears. There were times, when Kagome have seen the way the dead miko was looking at Inuyasha with the kindness and love of a young living and breading girl, not only a shadow made of dirt and souls.
Between the years Miroku and Sango became very close. Steel there were the classical cries "Hentai" and many slaps, but Kagome was sure that if they were to really rid the world of Naraku, that there won't be much time until the two had a house and about sixteen- seventeen child running around.
Kagome was actually seeing Sesshomaru- the Lord of the West and an older brother to Inuyasha lesser now. Not that she missed the "Die, Inuyasha" lines and so on, but Kagome had never really hated him. It was really fun watched his eyes widen after she told him to leave her friend alone, and find a life while he is at in. Actually since the" Rin case" like she secretly called it in her head, he hasn't bother them. She still remembered the fight for Sounga- there for a split second she thought she saw something akin to care in his eyes, when he stopped the attack to her and the little girl. It was true that his grace and beauty were remarkable, but his cold and distant nature was keeping him from having any sort of relationship. She was wondering, if he ever had fallen in love, but immediately suppressed the idea- yeach right this... Shiinto no Saishuuheiki to have feelings for a person from the opposite sex.
She felt bad that she called him that, not that he would eve hear it, but it was rude and she thought, that maybe there was steel hope for Sesshomaru's love life. Desperate she was now seventeen she giggled like a school girl. The arrogant Lord was just not her idea of romantic lover.
She rose from the hot water, shivering some from the cold. As she turn to fetch her thins, she got a glimpse of fire.
"What the..."she said aloud 'Looks like someone got a free show, oh well, it's not that he or they will live to tell the story!' she fumed.
The girl fast dressed and stomped in what looked to be a camp. "YOU, IDIOTIC BAS... uh, empty? No way, it's defiantly not my day today..." What looked like to be a camp, now looked like a deserted camp, only the fire still burning Just when she was about to leave she got the glimpse of something in the fire... some sort of book. Without much thought she used her foot to get it out of the flames. Waiting a second to let it cool down, she picked the object. She was instantly delighted by the beautiful cover- silver with blue moon on it. Writings were very rear for the feudal era, and this one looked precious. 'Who whit normal-functioning mind would leave a book in the flames?' she thought.
There was something very familiar about the book, but she just couldn't but her finger on it. "To hell with thinking" she said, and book in her hand she started walking to the camp, before Inuyasha got all grumpy. 'I know- she mentally started-it's wrong to gat something that is not yours, but it's not that someone really wanted it. This is not stealing; it's just me and my damn curiosity.'
Hugging the slightly burned book tightly she made her way to the camp where she was waited by energetic kit, grinning monk, angry demon exterminator, "feh"ing hanyou, and sleeping cat youkai.
Unknown to her the place she left was still hunted by the scents of a little human girl, two- headed dragon, toad youkai and one demon Lord. Still keeping the memories of silver- covers diary, a bittersweet secret and blue flowers.
To be continued...