Making Anew by Taddy

chapter 1

Was it only her? Was it only because she felt so different that she thought everybody else had changed as well?

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As she looked out the window Kagome Higurashi could not help but let loose a sigh. Her mind was preoccupied with all the bitter sweet thoughts that were plaguing her once calm and relaxed mind. It was a warm bright day, reflecting the feelings of someone that was not her.

It all seemed to happen so fast. One day she is Kagome Higurashi, queen pop artist. The next she is Kagome Higurashi, queen of Loserville. All it took was one minute. One small mistake and all she had worked for, all the fans, the fame, the popularity was gone.

Kagome Higurashi was nothing but a memory. Something to be deluted and distorted as the days go by. Changing to better suit ones own will and prevent them from being embarrassed by the fact that they had once sang along with all her songs. She was nothing but the starfish that got too close to the sand, washed up to never go back.

"Shoot" She whispered as the sound of a car horn caught her attention. She had been so wrapped in her own thoughts and dreams that she had lost focus on the traffic. Taking her foot off the break she stepped on the gas and quickly started down the street.

Everything seemed like one big blur to her. She did not understand. She had forgot the lines to a song she was singing, and the crowd booed her and yelled for her to get off the stage. So she did as her fans asked, she left the stage.

She rememebered it like it was yesturday. As if only 24 hours had passed since she had got dropped by her record company and was no longer able to make music. But it was not yesturday or last week. It was really 3 years ago.

She pulled into her small home. She still had plenty of money,but why purchase a large house when it was only her. Why purchase a large house when all that would do is attract attention to herself and once again she would be in the spot light and most likely they would not print something positive.

Kagome stepped out of her simple car. Nothing fancy, she liked living like a normal person. She pressed the lock button on her keys and her alarm sounded. Telling her it was locked. Walking up her steps she went to the front door and unlocked it.

Kagome walked through the door and into the kitchen and looked on the counter where her answering machine was. It was blinking, meaning someone had left a messege; but who? Walking over to the machine she hit the password and a deep voice filled the room.

" Kagome, I will agree to this outragous plan of yours if, if you allow me to bring my own team of workers in. Call me back as soon as you get this messege. You know the number. Nikeytoe." Beep.

Another voice filled the room, this one high pitched and scrathcy.

" Sister? How are you in loser land? I hope everything is alright. Me and Nikeytoe had some wild sex last night. They way he pulled on my breasts was heaven. Then when he started to li-" beep.

" Messege deleted." An automatic voice spoke as Kagome deleted her sisters messege. She left her messeges like that one all the time. Constantly telling of her ' wondeful ' sex life with her own ex-boyfriend that she managed to have, while the were going out.

" Hey hunny! How are you? Mom here. Have you heard from your sister lately? I've been trying to get a hold of her and Nikeytoe but I seem to always miss them! Call me soon. I miss you. Love mom." Beep.

" No more messeges." The automatic voice said then the red light stopped blinking.

Kagome starred at the machine for a short while. ' Of course mother wouldn't think that the fact that my ex-boyfriend, Nikeytoe, who cheated on me with Kikyo, and are going out now would make me upset. She's a mother though, whose side is she suppose to take? '

Kagome moved from the counter and to her bedroom. It was done in pastel colours and had a queen size bed in the center pretuding from the wall, on the wall left from the door. walking over to her small walk in closet she stripped of her jeans and t-shirt and put on a pair of shorts and a tight black tank top. She would not lie to anyone or herself. She had gained a couple pounds before her and Nikeytoe broke up. Actually she gained so much weight she was up two clothing sizes.

Now though, she was skinnier than she ever was, making most clothes a little loose. She didn't mind. Nikeytoe had yet to see her. When he did though she was sure that he would regret ever cheating on her with her own sister.

Walking out of her closet she walked slowly into the kitchen. Sitting on her plush white couch she turned on the television and flipped through the channels until she found a movie she liked. Setteling in she layed down to watch the movie, and as was usual for Kagome, she fell asleep.

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There first chapter... yes very short but it is really just an intorduction chapter you know some of her backround and glimps of what is to come in the future..sorta...yes there will be lemons...

I need you guys to tell me if I should continue this.

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