Reluctant Heart by Byjinder

Beginnings of Desire

Hey minna I'm back! I was really struggling with this fic and wasn't going to bother posting it for awhile but, I've decided to take a stab at it. The prologue is just to see how you react. I won't be updating as often because I want to make the chapters longer and the overall story better than One Night of Pleasure. I hope you enjoy.

Disclaimer: For the first and last time, I don't own Inuyasha, Rumiko Takahashi does but, I do own all other characters unless, otherwise specified.

Summary: Even though she is not marked as his mate, Kagome had two children with Sesshoumaru. Due to certain circumstances they both forgot the relationship they had with each other but now the memories have returned and Sesshoumaru is determined to have her heart not just her body. The only thing standing in this way is Van Freiheit and Kagome's own reluctant heart.

Guest appearances by

Van Freiheit of Zoids Chaotic Century and

Alexander the Great of Reign: The Conqueror

Original Character(s): Alexander Mikimoto

Reluctant Heart Prologue: Beginnings of Desire

Kagome Higurashi sank into the steamy water of the hot spring with a sigh. "Mmm, that feels so good." she said out loud, and then she scowled. Inuyasha really pushed us hard today she thought God; he can be such a slave driver. I swear if he starts nagging tomorrow, I'll sit him so hard, ooohh.......Okay, take a deep breath Kagome, He's not worth it she told herself. She relaxed and slid further down into the water. She sighed again but, this time it was accompanied with a yawn. I'm getting tired she decided. I should get out before I... but she had already drifted off to sleep.

!!!!!LEMON AHEAD!!!!!

::: Kagome's Dream:::

She could feel his arousal pressing against her as he straddled his lap. This only made her more eager to have him. "I want you so much Koi" he whispered in her ear, echoing her thoughts. He licked her neck. "I can't wait to be inside you." he pushed her to the ground, making quick work of removing her clothes, as well as his own. He captured her lips in a kiss before licking down her throat to her chest. He fondled her breasts before taking a nipple into his hot mouth, all the while rolling and pinching the other between his fingers. He then switched his techniques, giving the other nipple the same attention that the first had gotten. She moaned softly, arching up into his mouth and hand. "Onegai..." she whispered "I want you right now." He acquiesced and placed the head of his shaft at her opening. He pushed in swiftly, drawing a sharp breath at the feel of her around him. Kagome pushed her hips up toward him, signaling that she was ready. He pulled out and plunged back into her, growling when he heard her cries of pleasure. He sped up his pace in answer to her pleas. They both felt the bliss of orgasmic release coming upon them. He thrust harder into her, wanting to bring them over the edge faster. Kagome's hips lifted to meet his every thrust.

"Sesshoumaru..." she moaned before she...

...shot up out the water gasping wildly. She took huge gulps of air, trying to calm her racing heart. She was very aroused and very alone. What the hell...I can't believe I had a dream like that about Sesshoumaru. "Shit! I can't go back like this. Inuyasha will freak when he smells how aroused I am. Hell, I can smell how aroused I am." She closed her eyes and tried to think of things that would never arouse her, rationalizing that it would bring down the smell. The first thing that popped into her mind was Inuyasha. He had been annoying her so much lately that she wanted to kill him sometimes. Then she remembered that he was Sesshoumaru's half-brother. This brought back a flood of images from the dream. She could feel herself getting wet all over again. Fuck this! she thought Who cares what Inuyasha thinks anyways. With that she got dressed, packed up her stuff and headed back to camp.

:::Sesshoumaru's Mansion:::

Sesshoumaru shot up in his bed, struggling to breathe. His body was slick with sweat and his bed sticky with his seed. He glared at his soiled sheets, disgusted with himself for his lack of control. The dream he had had about his brother's bitch was disturbing, to say the least. Never would I desire a human in that way he thought. But an ugly thread of doubt wound its way through him as he looked at his stained bedding, the proof of his lust for her. He growled. Bitch! She must have put a spell on me, but I will not fall prey to her schemes. No, I will not surrender to her charms as my foolish brother has. I will make sure she knows that she cannot capture this Sesshoumaru. Tomorrow I will confront and make sure she knows her place he promised himself.

By the time Kagome was making her way back to camp, everyone was already halfway through dinner. As she walked into the clearing, Inuyasha was the first to speak. "Took you long enough bitch! Surprised you ain't dead." he said nastily. Kagome rolled her eyes. "Really Inuyasha," she said "I would have thought you would have been glad that you didn't lose your little shard detector." That shut the hanyou up real quick but, it also gave him and the rest of the group, Miroku especially, something to think about.