Over and Over by shymiko

Over and Over (Part One)

Over And Over

Sesshoumaru stared at the laughing couple in the pool. He remembered when that was he with Kagome but now it was his half-breed of a brother.

Sesshoumaru shook his head to see if the image would go away but it didn't and that pained him. 'This Sesshoumaru screwed up and now my half-breed of a brother has my woman and he makes her happy. That's what this Sesshoumaru should be doing not him.' Disgust ran over his face as he quickly turned around heading toward the kitchen for his daily coffee and newspaper.

~Cause its all in my head

I think about it over and over again

And I can't keep picturing you with him

And it hurts so bad, yeah

Cause it's all in my head

I think about it over and over again

I replay it over and over again

And I can't take it yeah I can't shake it

Nooo

I can't wait to see you

Want to see if you still got that look in your eyes

That one you had for me before we said our goodbyes

And it's a shame that we got to spend our time

Being mad about the same things

Over and over again

About the same things

Over and over again

Ohh

But I think she's leaving

Ooh man she's leaving

I don't know what else to do

(I Can't go on not loving you~)

Kagome wrapped a towel around her and walked into to the house to grab bottled water from the kitchen. She shivered hugging herself slightly 'I hate coming in here by myself it's damn creepy plus I could run into Sesshou anytime and that's not what I need right now.'

Kagome continued down the hallway until she came to the kitchen.

Sesshoumaru sat at the table drinking his coffee and reading the newspaper when he heard a noise and looked up.

Kagome stopped in the doorway of the kitchen and stared into those amber eyes for a few minutes until regret and loss flashed through hers and she looked away. She walked passed him grabbing her water and quickly heading out of the room but not before glancing over her shoulder and looking in his eyes one more time.

~Cause its all in my head

I think about it over and over again

And I can't keep picturing you with him

And it hurts so bad, yeah

Cause its all in my head

I think about it over and over again

I replay it over and over again yeah

And I can't take it yeah I can't shake it

Nooo

I remember the day you left

I remember the last breath you took right in front of me

When you said that u would leave

I was too damn stubborn to try to stop you or say anything

But I see clearly now

And this choice I made keep playing in my head

Over and over again

Playing my head

Over and over again

Ohh

I think she's leaving

Ooh man she's leaving

I don't know what else to do

(I Can't go on not loving you)~

Sesshoumaru sat there thinking about the night that Kagome broke up with him.

*FLASH BACK*

Kagome's tears ran down her face as she tried to talk calmly with Sesshoumaru "Sesshou you know I love you but you have no time for me any more it's all about work now and I'm left out in the cold." She waited for him to respond back but he didn't. Kagome glared at him "Damn it will you say something!"

Sesshoumaru stared emotionlessly at her "Kagome stop this nonsense at once."

Fire blazed in Kagome's eyes "Sesshou I am not a child you will not speak to me like that."

"I will speak to you the way I want to." He replied rather icily

"No you won't I'm not one of you employees you can push around. Don't you love me anymore Sesshou or is work more important then me?" More tears spilled from Kagome's eyes

Sesshoumaru was getting tired of this whole thing and decided he didn't want to talk about it right now "Kagome we will talk about this later I have work to do. Now if you don't mind you may leave."

Something in Kagome snapped, "Yes Sesshou I will leave but there will be no talking later. I am done with this I not going to sit around and be alone through this whole relationship We're over Sesshou do you hear me OVER. Now if you don't mind I am leaving." She took a deep breath "Goodbye Sesshou."

Sesshoumaru watched Kagome as she opened the door and walked out. He stared at the door for a couple of minutes his heart telling him to go after her but his mind was stronger and told him she wasn't worth it.

****

Sesshoumaru stood up and stared out the kitchen window as Kagome lay out on a lounge chair with her sunglasses covering her eyes. He continued to stare at her beauty until he realized he had to leave. Sesshoumaru grabbed his keys off the hook and headed to the front door wishing Kagome were his again.

~Cause its all in my head

I think about it over and over again

And I can't keep picturing you with him

And it hurts so bad, yeah

Cause its all in my head

I think about it over and over again

I replay it over and over again

And I can't take it I can't shake it

Nooo

(Now that I've realized that I'm going down

From all this pain you've put me through

Every time I close my eyes I lock it down oh

I can't go on not loving you)~

Kagome lifted up her shades to see perfect silver hair pass the window as a tear ran down her cheek. 'I miss you Sesshou more then you know but I'm with Inuyasha now.' She quickly wiped it away and replaced her shades turning her attention back to Inuyasha.

~Cause its all in my head

I think about it over and over again

And I can't keep picturing you with him

And it hurts so bad, yeah

Cause its all in my head

I think about it over and over again

I replay it over and over again

And I can't take it I can't shake it

Nooo

Cause its all in my head

I think about it over and over again

And I can't keep picturing you with him

And it hurts so bad, yeah

Cause its all in my head

I think about it over and over again

I replay it over and over again

And I can't take it I can't shake it

Nooo

Over and Over again

Over and Over again

Cause it's all in my head~

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