From Nothing To Everything by Black Phoenix

Nothing

Disclaimer: I in no way own or have any legal rights to Inuyasha by Rumiko Takahashi, no matter how much I want Sesshomaru to be mine

It seemed that in the end, all that he said was true. The jewel sees me as its host; he sees me as her, and that insidious spider sees me as a means to an end, if that.  I sat there and watched him. Watched him as he left me, watched him as he faded away. Only then did I realize I was utterly alone.  My heart bleeds for him screaming for him not to go. I’ve yearned for that uncouth bastard for years! Stood by his side when no one else would, cared for him in ways he’d never even understand. I poured my every thought and feeling into my admittance and all he could do was say, “You are nothing.”

She stood there and collapsed in upon herself, slowly withering away. Her world was falling apart like a broken mirror and there was nothing that she could do about it. She was never good enough! She was always weak and feeble, never being able to help, always being a burden, a bull’s-eye for the temptation that was disaster. Her world, her mind, her spirit, everything that she is, was, shattered into nothing. Her face was frozen into blankness. Her mind was silenced, her heart quiet but for the life force it continuously pulsed. Her soul shifted and curled allowing her aura to flicker against the subtle changes of the environment around her, blending with the Mother herself. Encompassing all that was around her, she heard a whisper amongst the wind and something in her mind clicked. What were mere minutes seemed like eons. She knew not how long she stood there, unable to move, but it didn’t faze her.

She stood tall again, almost proud, and began to remove her clothing and threw them into the well; let the others think what they will. The moon shining down upon her, the wind swaying, whipping her hair around her she took her first step, then another, until she began to walk into the forest before her with a grace and silence never known to her  or anyone else, for that matter, but the Kami themselves. Not once looking back, she trekked into the forest, blending with the Mother, and disappeared as the darkness embraced her into the void.

A/N:

Okay so I know this is REALLY short and leaves little to the imagination, but it will get better with time. I'M new to this so be kind and R&R please!