Broken Promises by sesshou_lover

Broken Promises

Disclaimer:  I wished I owned Inuyasha but I have no money to buy it.

Broken Promises

When Inuyasha left town to pursue his ex girlfriend Kikyou, he left behind a very broken and shattered heart in the form of one Kagome Higurashi.  He knew that he had been her first love, the one she thought she would live with for the rest of her life.

            In fact, the hanyou had promised forever.  During their two-year relationship he always told her that she would be the one he married, that he loved her more than any other person.  She told him he was her first love.  She'd even given him her precious virginity, which she'd been saving for that special someone.

            But it was not meant to be she learned.  There was another woman, one very important woman in Inuyasha's life.  Kikyou looked an awful lot like Kagome, with very small differences, but one very important one.  Kikyou had the cruelest eyes, chilly dark chocolate brown, while Kagome, so innocent and sweet, had startling blue shining with kindness for everyone she encountered.

            It was those eyes that drew Inuyasha, who unconsciously thought to turn Kagome into another Kikyou after the break up with his ex.  It was those eyes, now broken with tears of heartbreak, which bid him good-bye as he closed the door to the apartment they used to share.

            Inuyasha should have felt guilt for his actions.  He should have known better than to play with the heart of a girl who was nothing like his Kikyou.  Instead, he felt a steady anticipation for the eventual claiming of what had once been his.  He desired the return of his Kikyou, had always been waiting for her to realize her mistake in leaving him.  Finally she sent him a letter telling him to come claim her; that she was now ready to be with him forever.

            So Kagome, all alone, had to pick up the pieces of her life in order to survive, if she did want to survive.  Of course, she had more inner strength than she thought.  She had the ability to move on with her life and the stubborn will not to fall any deeper into the abyss of despair.

            'But I still love him.  I will always love him.  I have to be with him.  Please Inuyasha, come back to me.  I'll wait for all eternity if I have to.'

            She could make him regret his decision one day, when she moved on.  She could steel her heart against him, if she were that sort of person.  But she would be neither.  Revenge never solved anything before.  Of course the sweetest revenge would be to just forget about Inuyasha.  If she could ever get the message to her heart she knew then she might get over him.

Ten months later

Kagome carried her hot coffee out of the shop.  Of course she also carried much in the way of schoolbooks, which was why she did not notice the businessman on his cell.  Since he wasn't paying attention to her either, they collided, her coffee spilling over both of them.

            She hissed in pain as scalding hot coffee caught her.  The businessman, a demon she noticed right away, who hadn't acknowledged the pain of scalding hot coffee, kept staring at the spreading stain on his suit.  Coffee never came out if it wasn't immediately taken care of.  Which meant Kagome was screwed as well as burned.

            "Watch where you are going human.  Do you have any idea how expensive this suit is to clean?"  One of his eyebrows lifted in disdain as he noticed she paid no attention to him, being too concerned with the way the coffee burned her skin.

            She did snap to attention when he grabbed her wrist firmly, pulling her along side him.  "What are you doing?" since the whole situation with Inuyasha she had become more aware of a vulnerability in herself.  She always felt weak around members of the male species, especially those who reminded her of her love.  This one she noticed looked too much like Inuyasha.

            "Lucky for you I live near by.  We can take care of those burns."

            Sesshoumaru Taisho, businessman extraordinaire held back a pained sigh.  He recognized the girl as being the ex of his stupid hanyou brother.  The girl might not have known him, but Sesshoumaru remembered once seeing a photo of the girl in Miroku's wallet when he was finally told the tragic story of his half brother's stupidity.

            For some reason, he felt a desire to help her.  Or better yet, his beast felt the need to help; had since the first moment he'd heard the story.  He'd heard of the ugly way Inuyasha broke up with the girl.  So Sesshoumaru decided to try to do some investigation of his own of the situation.  He had to know the truth first hand, to find out the exact cruelty of his half brother.

            He got her to his condo safely and out of those stained clothes before pushing her toward his bathroom.  Kagome remained in too much a daze when faced with this startling demon with a golden gaze so much like her ex.  She almost cried when she thought of Inuyasha.  But she vowed not to months ago.  Never again would she shed a tear over that baka, even if she still loved him.

            Sesshoumaru then spent the next thirty minutes getting his suit to the cleaners to be fixed, and making sure that Kagome's clothing went in the laundry.  Ironically, he put on a pot of coffee for the two of them share when she exited the bathing facilities.

            He purposely made sure he had a reason to keep the girl here until he deemed it necessary to allow her to go.

~*~

Kagome exited the shower feeling like crap.  Her skin was still slightly red from the burns and she knew it'd be sensitive for a while, but the demon gave her burn medicine, demon strength, to take care of the sting and help her heal fast.

            She put on the t-shirt provided for her and the pair of shorts, all too big, making her look even younger than she usually did.  She dreaded facing the demon in the other room.  He had to be some sort of relation to Inuyasha.  It seemed too much a coincidence that they looked so similar.

            Just when she'd almost put her heart back together, no matter how haphazardly, she still couldn't bear the thought of it being like this, meeting someone in contact with Inuyasha.  What if this demon relayed how much of a mess she was to Inuyasha?  What if he was secretly laughing at her?  He had to know the story.  She could imagine Inuyasha boasting about the fool who loved him and pined for him.

            The bedroom door opened.  "Aren't you done yet girl?"

            Kagome shivered at the cold chill in his voice.  "I'm done.  I just don't know what you want me to do with the towel."

            "Leave it on the floor."  Kagome nodded absently as she did his command.  She kept trying to be strong, to hope that she could make it out of this with a bruised ego in tact.  She knew it to be nearly impossible under the demon's stare.

            Then Sesshoumaru growled, utterly frustrated with the female before him.  It was obvious how much she feared what he represented.  So that answered one of his questions.  The girl was broken over his brother.

            He did something completely out of character, though understandable considering his hatred for his younger brother.  He comforted the girl in the only way he knew how.  "He isn't worth all of this you know."  Sesshoumaru figured, when the girl turned watery blue eyes upon him, that Inuyasha must be attracted to the opposite sex to leave such a beauty as Kagome.

            It had nothing to do with her looks, as Sesshoumaru had been surrounded with all of the greatest beauties known to man since the day of his birth.  It was in the way her eyes spoke to him.  There was something about her blue eyes that drew a person in when you actually looked.  She was obviously someone to be protected.

            This should have disgusted Sesshoumaru.  He hated weakness in others.  He hated when a woman's eyes screamed vulnerability.  But in this girl something in him moved.  Perhaps it was that black heart; the one everyone claimed his possessed.  He didn't know, but something did move inside his chest like he'd never felt before.

            "Maybe I deserved this.  I should have been prettier."

            It was when Sesshoumaru took a breath to speak that he noticed something he'd been too distracted to notice earlier.  His eyes started to turn red at the edges.  "Quickly, lock yourself in the bathroom.  Don't open that door for anything."

            She obeyed the command immediately.  She dated Inuyasha long enough to know what was going on.  One of them had to be in heat and since she did not smell the natural pheromones emanating from his skin, it had to be her.  Now she was truly trapped.

            "I'm so sorry," she called through the door.  How could she have been that careless?  Since dating the hanyou she had always kept careful track of the days until her heat.  Her heat was stronger than most humans in part because she was a miko.

            On top of it all, Kagome was diagnosed with a rare genetic disease, labeled in layman's terms, Demonitis.  She was attracted only to demons; reacting almost like a demoness the moment she caught the appealing scent of a demon male.  And demons were doubly attracted to her scent during her heat.

            She'd taken a risk leaving her apartment for the first time in months since the break up.  It was supposed to be a test to see if she were ready to face the outside world after her horrible rejection.  She must have just peaked.

            Now here she was, trapped in a bathroom, with a powerful, horny demon on the other side pounding on the door to get at her.  She had to do something.

~*~

Sesshoumaru pounded on the door trying to get into the bathroom, all rationality disappeared once the girl ran from him.  He could smell her; smell that delicious scent in the air.  Taking that bath took away the disturbing smell of spilled coffee.

            What rationality he owned felt upset that it had come to this.  Her scent was too powerful, much more powerful than the average human.  She should have known better and brought this on herself.

            The beast in him howled at the chance to get at her.  His fangs lengthened, a steady growl forced its way out of his throat.  He was aching in his loins with the need to fuck.

            His clothing chaffed at his sensitive skin, causing him to practically rip everything off.  He stood naked, body straining against the need to break down the door.  "Open up tasty bit.  I only want a nibble."

            Kagome backed away slowly from the door.  Sesshoumaru seemed to have fallen harder than most demons she encountered.  His violent pounding of the door frightened her beyond belief.  She knew he could break the door down.  He was planning to unless she did something soon; there was no telling what would happen to her in his current state.

            'What can I do?  My powers won't work against him.  He's too powerful.  It was all an accident.  It wasn't supposed to happen like this.'  One thing she knew for sure.  It was all her fault for forgetting she was in heat.  He reacted on pure instinct and couldn't be blamed for her actions.

            She knew she couldn't get out the window.  It was too small even for her, so the only option was through the door the demon stood behind.  She doubted he'd just let her go without a fight.  She felt the sexual tension through the door coming from him.

            Part of her, the responsible part knew what she needed to do, but the innocent girl in her shied away from it.  She wasn't a virgin, but she just couldn't have sex with someone she didn't know.  But how else could she get by the demon?

            There was no help for it.  Kagome had to do something soon.  The door started to groan under the pressure of the beating.  Soon the demon was coming through, whether she was ready or not.

~*~

Sesshoumaru paused the moment he heard the lock on the door click.  The bitch actually unlocked it.  He slammed open the door, eager eyes trying to find what he desired at the moment.

            Imagine his surprise when he found her on the edge of his tub, legs spread wide, pussy lips glistening wetly.  She kept her eyes closed, afraid that if she opened them she might lose her nerve.

            She had no other choice under the circumstances.  Her disease would not allow her any other choice.  As long as the demon had her scent, he'd pursue her.  And he had to be much swifter than Inuyasha considering this was a full demon she dealt with, a very powerful full demon.

            She could feel the weight of his stare, as he looked her body over.  She knew she wasn't the best in the body department.  Her curves were too soft, Inuyasha once told her.  He liked Kikyou's body better.

            Still, during her heat she was sure a demon didn't care what she looked like.  It saddened her to think that all she could be attracted to was a demon and that most likely they'd never find her attractive unless she was in heat.  Nearly all demons she'd met over the years disliked humans.

            She wanted someone to think her desirable.  Just once, she wanted to be liked by someone.  Was it really too much to ask?

            Then she felt a wet tongue, a deliciously rough wet tongue, gliding across her nether lips.  Because she kept her eyes closed the pleasure took her by surprise.  She gasped, her hips bucking up, trying to get away. 

            She was frightened.  This demon between her legs scared her shitless because he didn't do what she expected.  She had never before thought there could be a possibility that she would enjoy this encounter, that frightened her most of all.

~*~

His beast was in heaven.  The moment he made contact with this sweet nectar, he knew he had to have more.  She was divine, this human beneath him.  But she had a problem with keeping still so he could feast.  He had to fix that, so he simply held her down.

            Now he could feast to his delight.  He suckled her engorged clit, knowing to pleasure that button meant she'd give him that nectar he wanted.  He wanted to devour it all.  She tasted so good.

~*~

Kagome's thighs shook as her body rocked with pleasure.  Demons, Inu's especially, had long tongues.  And this one certainly used his to his advantage.  He dipped inside her dripping passage, collecting juice as if it satiated him.

            Every pass over her clit with tongue or fang left her aching for more.  Kami, she was so hot.  Then one long finger slithered inside.  Her muscles clamped on it like a lifeline.

            The demon groaned.  She knew she was going to be a tight fit for him.  She had a feeling he'd be as massive as the rest of his body.  The way he seemed intent on her core left her knowing that he planned on using her.

            And the way he used his fingers on her, she knew it would be hard.  This was a beast between her legs, devouring all she had to offer, while demanding more.  She had to give it.

            She felt him press against an extremely sensitive place inside her.  Coupled with the way he suckled her clit, she climaxed.

~*~

Sesshoumaru groaned as she flooded him with her moistness.  This was it.  This was what he waited for.  And while he drank every drop, her sensitive nerves continued to give him more with every pass of his tongue.

            Inuyasha obviously did not know what he was missing.  If she was this tight on his tongue and fingers, then Sesshoumaru could imagine how tight she'd be on his actual cock.

            He gave up his treat to find out.  Plus he wanted her to open those blue eyes of hers.  The beast didn't like that she kept them closed on him.  He wanted her to see who was giving her the ultimate pleasure.

            "Open your eyes," he demanded.  She opened those blue eyes for him, staring into his lustful red eyes.  'Perfect.'

~*~

Kagome obeyed his command like the good little bitch she knew she had to be.  When she looked, she almost wished she hadn't.  He was feral, beastly.  And strangely enough, she found it enticing.

            This was no Inuyasha looking into her eyes.  Inuyasha never looked at her with such lust in his eyes.  Kagome did not delude herself into thinking the demon cared anything for her.  It was all about her being in heat, nothing more.

            "My name... is... Sess...hou...ma...ru," he growled.  "You...will say...when command."  She lost some of his words as his fangs lengthened further.  She still understood enough to nod her head.

            Sesshoumaru smiled a purely evil smile he pulled Kagome off the edge of the bathtub and onto his painfully hard cock.  She was a tight fit for him.  It took everything in him not to simply surge inside her.

            He wanted to savor the moment, as he watched her face react to his stretching of her vaginal muscles.  She could not get enough breath to scream as she clutched onto his shoulders.

            Sesshoumaru went so painfully slow to tease her.  He wanted her to demand a thorough fucking from him.  Then he'd give it to her good; show her how a real demon was supposed to do it, not some stupid hanyou.

            Centimeter by centimeter he buried himself inside her slick opening until he had her fully impaled.  He growled at the feeling of it.  She could make him come without him moving she squeezed him so tight.

            For Kagome's part, she couldn't believe the size of him.  It defied all logic that he could be so big.  She felt him stretching every tissue, forcing her womb to accommodate him.

            She could not move without feeling him pulse inside her.  She hoped he didn't move because she was almost afraid at how it would feel to have that friction.

            She hoped for nothing, when he shifted, lifting her hips with his hands.  Kagome cried out hoarsely, tears streamed from her eyes as she felt every inch of him sliding out until he had just the head in.  Only to slowly push back in.

            He dominated her.  He moved her to his pace, teasing her with these slow strokes.  She silently begged for him to quicken his pace, to take her as hard as she knew he wanted to take her, yet he didn't go faster.

            "Please," she begged.

            "Sa...y it."

            Those oh so slow strokes nearly killed her from all the anticipation.  She opened her mouth to speak only to find no voice.  She could only whisper her plea of, "Harder, faster."

            Sesshoumaru sighed when those sweet words reached his demon ears.  That was just what he wanted.

            He propped her back against the tub, her legs splayed open for him at the perfect angle for the perfect thrust.  She was so creamy it was amazing to his demonic eyes.  She was so ready for him to take, so ripe, that pussy so tight for him.

            So he took her.  He thrust hard, groaning at the feel of all her muscles clenching him once more.  He didn't want her walking away from him.  He wanted her so weak that she could not leave and he could ravage her at his leisure.

            The sound the flesh slapping against flesh became music to his ears.  She sung such a sweet melody for him.  "So good.  So tight."  He sped up further to reach that pinnacle of ecstasy.

            His driving caused Kagome to climax so much it seemed every thrust led her to another orgasm.  She could do nothing more than hold on to Sesshoumaru for dear life.  She could not hope to support herself after this.

            Then suddenly, "My name."  Kagome screamed his name just as she climaxed once more.  This time he followed.

~*~

They started a slow courtship after Kagome's heat finally passed.  She felt this strange connection with the stoic demon named Sesshoumaru, so much so that the intended slow courtship ended abruptly at the end of the week when his heat began.

            Sesshoumaru decided he'd waited long enough for her.  If he enjoyed bedding her during her heat, then he thrilled in how she reacted during his time.  So he lost enough control that he marked her as his and Kagome didn't complain much about it.

            She sometimes thought about Inuyasha as time passed her by, but eventually she gave over thinking about him to spend time enjoying what she had with Sesshoumaru.  That is until Inuyasha returned to town.