I will never let you go by Dandie

I love you

Kagome stood unsure... She gazed at Sesshoumaru and knew that she wanted him, I mean, who wouldn't? But she knew if she went through with this tonight there would be no going back. There would be no more “friend zone” to return to. This would change their friendship for better or worse

Oh lord, that sounded too much like a marriage proposal for her own sanity. She almost felt bad for him.

Sesshoumaru had no idea what was going through her mind. He was sitting on her bed playing video games like they normally did on Saturdays. He was wearing a sleeveless shirt due to the awkward heat of Wisconsin. His shirt was slightly hiked up as he sat wrapped up in his game.

She had decided after the last weekend that she just could not let the chance at being with Sesshoumaru slip through her fingers. Her friends made fun of her endlessly for putting one of the hottest guys in school in the “Friend zone.” What was even more astonishing was the fact that he had allowed her to do it.

It had not been intentional at all... She just had not seen him as “boyfriend” material. Sheesh, every girl in school wanted him. Did she really want to deal with girls staring daggers at her back because she was the one that got him? Not like it mattered... They did that anyway.

Sesshoumaru groaned as his character was killed in the game. He set the controller down and glanced up at Kagome, as if finally noticing that she had been staring at him.

“What's up Kag's? You look confused... and a little scared.” He raised an eyebrow in such a way that made her heart lurch a little. How had she not realized earlier that she had been falling in love with this boy from the start?

She gave him a puzzling smile and then sat down next to him.

“Just thinking about some things.” She replied. She tilted her head to look at him and her silky black hair obscured her view of him slightly. His eyebrow went even higher.

“What type of things? Or do I even want to know?” His eyes looked guarded, as if he honestly did not want to know what was going through her mind.

Kagome was at a loss. She really did not know how to approach the topic. How did one tell a friend that she had fallen in love with him and wanted to explore those feelings.

She sat up a little straighter and tucked her hair behind her ear.

“I don't know... Um...” She glanced at him again and yellow/green eyes gazed back at her. Her mouth went dry. Why was this so freaking hard?

“Sesshoumaru... I... Well... Have you ever been curious what it would be like if we were a couple? I mean... It's not such a uh... Horrible thought is it?” Kagome dipped her head down as a deep red blush took over her cheeks. There, she said it. Now all she had to do was wait for him to laugh at her and leave, and her humiliation would be complete.

A weird sound came from Sesshoumaru and she daringly glanced up at him.

He was staring at her as if she had sprouted another head. Oh dear lord, she knew she should not have said anything! What was wrong with her? She should have just kept it at a wonderful friendship and that was it. Now things would never be the same.

“Kag's, I... I have been waiting for you to say something like that for so long... I just...” Sesshoumaru leaned in and gently touched his lips to hers.

She gasped and froze. Was he really kissing her? Had he felt the same way all along? She pulled back slightly.

“You mean you feel the same way? I... I was so afraid to say something... I mean... You are Sesshoumaru... The hotte-” Sesshoumaru cut her off with another kiss. This one more forceful. He slipped his hand behind her head  and cradled her close.

All thoughts flew from her mind.

He nudged her back onto the bed and pulled back, nuzzling her neck.

“Oh gods, Kagome. I have been wanting to do that for so long...” He leaned forward and kissed her again, his tongue tracing the line of her lips until she opened up for him.

She gasped and he took the change to dart is tongue into her mouth, rubbing it against her sensually. She moaned and clung to him, her heart slamming against her chest. She was so glad he felt the same way. And oh! His kisses were so hot and wonderful, she never wanted him to stop.

She arched against him, slipping her fingers into his white/silver hair. It had been tied back into a pony tail, but since they had started kissing it had slipped from its hold and fanned around her. He had the most gorgeous hair. And eyes. And body. Gah! He was just so wonderful.

Sesshoumaru slipped his hand underneath her t-shirt, his hand covering her bra clad breast. She groaned even louder. His touch was so hot, it set her on fire.

She tugged at the bottom of his shirt, trying to dislodge it and bring it over his head.

He chuckled low and did it for her, slowing it over his shoulder and watching her with hooded eyes.

“Your turn.” He slipped her shirt over her head and as well, and tossed it over his shoulder to land on the floor with his. His clever hands slipped around her back, and she leaned forward as he undid her bra. He took his time unhooking it over her arms. He slowly slid it off and she felt like his eyes devoured her.

They seared everywhere they touched and she felt another blush creeping onto her cheeks.

“You are so stunning Kagome.” He leaned forward and suckled one of her nipples into his mouth, causing her to gasp then arch into his mouth. Her hands went wild... She did not know what to do with them. She grabbed the pillow behind her and clung to it like a life line. Oh gods, what was he doing to her?

He ran his fingers down her belly. Twirling them around her belly button and then going lower. He deftly popped the button on her jeans and slowly slipped down the zipper. He glanced up at her face to make sure there was no objection. Of course there would not be one from her. She writhed on the sheets over what he was still doing to her breast.

He slowly slipped the jeans off her hips, and they joined the mounting pile of clothing on the floor. He slipped those clever fingers into her lacy underwear... and OH! Found the most amazing and wonderful feeling spot on her body.

“Oh gods, Sesshoumaru. What are you doing to me? You are driving me wild...”

“Patience love... It only gets better from here.”

Kagome was no virgin, she had had sex before. But it had never felt this good... How did he know how to touch there! It felt so good. Her whole body was on fire! She could barely form a coherent thought as he played her body. It was wonderful.

Before her mind even registered what he did, her panties were off as well. She groaned as she felt the bed shift as he stood up. Her passion filled gaze watched as Sesshoumaru leisurely unbuttoned and unzipped his pants all while watching her. Her breath caught.

Oh surely there was no way all of that could fit in her, could it? Now fully and gloriously naked, Sesshoumaru slowly stroked himself.

“Do you want me Kagome? Tell me you want me as much as I want you.”

“Oh, I do want you. Oh so much,” She managed to croak, arms outstretched for him.

He slowly covered her, his mouth claiming her as his knees nudged hers apart, opening her wide for him.

She felt the bluntness that was him at her opening and froze.

“Condom!” she managed to spit out. “We.. Uh... We need a condom.” Sesshoumaru chuckled against her ear. He leaned over the bed and grabbed something from his pocket. He opened a foil and leaned back as he rolled into onto himself.

“ You knew that we were going to have sex?” He passion filled brain moved sluggishly as she put that together.

He covered her body once again and kisses his way up her neck to her mouth once again.

“Mm, no I didn't. I was ever hoping though.” He nibbled her lips as his hand pressed against her clit, softly stroking and making sure she was ready for him.

He positioned himself at her opening once again, slowly pushing himself in. Inch by inch.

She watched his face in amazement as he seemed to fill all of her... He went slow, a bead of sweat marking his forehead. It was torture. She lifted her hips to meet his, a silent invitation that he could move faster if he wished. He took the hint.

He thrust all of himself into her, his whole body shuddering when he was all the way on. Kagome moaned loudly, her nails digging into his back.

“K-Kagome, I don't think I can hold back. Oh love, hold on.” And with a frenzy he started to thrust and retreat, thrust and retreat. She met him thrust for thrust, getting closer and closer to her climax she never thought she would have. Little stars danced across her gaze... She was so.. So very close... Just one more...

“Haaahh...!” Kagome unraveled in his arms... She felt him thrust a couple more times then groan, his forehead pressed against hers. The moment was perfect. She felt like she was floating in a wonderful wonderful place. Who could have known sex could be like this? And that she had just had sex with one of her best friends in the whole wide world?

She liked the feel of his body against hers. And right before she drifted to sleep in his arms, she heard him mumble, “Oh Kagome. I will never let you go. I love you.”