Virginity of the Soul by Madison
Amusement
A/N: I did say sporadic updates! Ahah! No, but I'm trying to update better but I've been quite busy! Thank you for voting this story 2nd Best Lemon at the Dokuga Awards, it means so much! Thank you also for all the wonderful reviews! Some parts of the chapters were composed from prompts during the GMDDN!
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Virginity of the Soul
3.Amusement
The air was sticky and the temperature high as Kagome fumbled with her keys outside the house. She took a deep breath and tried to relax.. This was her first time home in the last week – or almost. Most of the time after work she headed straight for Kanna's house rather than her own.
Inuyasha did not even bother to ask why. Although, it was no surprise since it probably gave him more time with his girlfriend. At that word, she felt a pinch of guilt; she was not much better. She was also aware that this could not go on forever. She ventured away more times than she should and he would not stop.
Her husband was an impulsive, stubborn man. He did not even think that his actions were hurting her or that if she found out he was cheating it could devastate her. Of course not, he was enjoying the thrill and the moment without the guilt. It was no reason to accept what he was doing or ignore it, but after having all this time to process it, she was not surprised.
He always ran for the most fascinating thing and she apparently was not enough to hold his attention.
She shook her head at her own foolishness before she allowed her feelings to overwhelm her. Now was not the time. She was coming home because she was gone for so long and she was afraid it would appear suspicious. There was no way she was unable to survive a weekend with her husband. At this point she was carrying just as much guilt, if not more.
Nervousness washed over her as she opened the door but what she found behind it was not what she expected.
"Kagome!" Izayoi's voice beamed.
She did her best to smile. "Izayoi, what a surprise!"
"Really?" Izayoi asked a bit taken back. "We always go to the vacation house at this time every year!"
Oh god. The family vacation house. It would be a wonderful mix of Sesshomaru, Inuyasha and their entire family. All of them together, stuck in a house for days or weeks depending on Inutaisho's days off.
Life hated her.
"Right, how – how could I forget?"
"Well are you all packed?"
Packed. Of course she was not packed! She was away from home for an entire week, not that Inuyasha noticed or at least even mentioned it. "I just need to do some final preparations."
After quickly smiling she rushed to the bedroom where she found Inuyasha. He was zipping up his bag when he then raised his head and glanced at her. A grin beamed on his face. "Hey, ya ready to go?"
"I didn't know we were going anywhere," she said politely.
He frowned for a second. "I didn't tell ya?"
He knew he did not. As a matter of fact, he forgot himself until his mother showed up on the doorsteps. Kagome was usually the one to take care of their calendar, but he barely saw her in the past week. Then again he was a little preoccupied as well. He spent all of his time at work with no way to release his frustration. His wife was sort of absent and Kanna was ignoring him. What had he done to her?
"I guess you forgot," she said before grabbing a bag from the ground.
It was just a silly trip, it was not as if she needed a lot of time to get ready. She began opening drawers and throwing everything inside the bag without checking what it was she was taking. It was not until Inuyasha left the room that a silly thought dawned upon her. Sesshomaru. She suddenly became self-conscious of the clothes she was bringing.
She almost wanted to laugh at herself. First of all, Sesshomaru did not show up half of the time but it was also ridiculous to think about him all together. She could no longer pretend that she felt nothing, and he was pretty determined last time they saw each other but it was foolish. He was not acting like the Sesshomaru she was used to and it simply would not happen.
Kagome decided to follow her instincts and kept packing the same nonsense instead of paying attention and picking what she was bringing. She then ran to the bathroom and grabbed a few more supplies before taking her bag and joining everybody else in the living room.
"There you are! Now you and I are gonna to take a car together and let the boys take the other!"
Kagome nodded with a tiny smile and followed Izayoi outside while Inutaisho and Inuyasha were carrying the rest of the bags behind them. At least there would be no awkward conversation with her husband. She took a deep breath and prayed for a normal weekend.
As if that was going to happen.
-V-
The night fell by the time they reached the house. Kagome and Izayoi arrived after the boys since Izayoi drover slower but Kagome did not mind. After the week she had she was simply hoping that she could pass out in her bed way before Inuyasha got there. Chances were he would be there, having a few drinks with his dad which would give her all the time she needed to fall asleep.
Kagome grabbed her bag from the car and hopped up the stairs until she reached the inside. She peeked inside while opening the door and immediately caught glimpse of silver hair. Inuyasha and Inutaisho were sitting at the table with an open bottle of sake and glasses.
She shook her head before walking by as silently as she could. Her head was turned while she looked at her husband. Suddenly, she banged against something and nearly lost her balance. The only reason why she remained standing up was because of the arm that wrapped itself around her waist, keeping her firmly pressed against a chest.
Her lips were tightly pressed together and she did not even dare to look up. There was only possibility as to who the owner of the arm was. Inuyasha was in the kitchen with his father and Izayoi was not this tall.
Sesshomaru.
When she finally looked up their eyes met and his expression was as cold as ever. He did not say one word when he released her but he never broke their eye contact.
After what they did she could not bear complete silence. "Sesshomaru," she said.
He nodded but never spoke. He walked past her to join everyone in the kitchen and leaving Kagome completely alone in the hallway. Attending these little vacations was not usually his strong suit, but he could not resist this time. It was his best chance to meet up with her. How was he supposed to see her and mess with her when she was at home with his brother?
Kagome kept her lips tightly shut as she headed for the bedroom that she and Inuyasha usually occupied. She threw her bag on the floor and then plopped down on the bed. To be honest, at this point she had no desire to sleep but it was the best solution out of the lot.
After giving herself a few moments, she grabbed an overly large blue t-shirt out of her luggage and slipped it on. She had a robe for when she planned to roam outside, but now she was only planning on going to bed. With her toothbrush and toothpaste in hand, she headed for the bathroom attached to the bedroom.
She hummed to herself while dragging her feet. She lifted the light switch to maximum power and turned on the water. Before she was able to even blink or process what was happening, the lights in the bathroom were dimmed and someone pressed her body against the counter. The edge was digging in her stomach and he roamed his hand over the curve of her rear.
One touch, it was all that was required for her to know it was not her husband behind her.
Kagome lifted her head completely and glanced in the mirror to watch hers and Sesshomaru's reflections in the mirror. Heat was boiling deep within her and she could remember everything he made her feel during their two short little moments together.
She was ambiguous as to the origin of her current lust. Did she feel an attraction towards Sesshomaru or was it the fact that her cheating husband was feet away from them, able to walk in at any time? Was she unable to resist Sesshomaru, or maybe it was a mix of that and being able to be selfish and delve into her own desires.
There was no way she minded his little games and the way he made her feel desired. He chased her like his prey and it tickled her deep inside. More. She wanted to be teased and played with for once; she needed the full experience. Every time he was around she was riled up with excitement.
His fingertips grazed against the edge of her dress before he slipped them inside. He played with her long enough and this time he was not going to allow her to slip away; her sweet core was his goal.
He bent forward and tickled her ear with his breath sending a shiver down her spine. "Who do you belong to?"
He would not give into his desire until he could take all of her or until he could hear the words he was dying to hear. He was not even sure if she would say it. Sesshomaru desired her for so long but she was always just out of his reach. He promised himself he would take her the next time she was under his grasp.
But he wanted all of her. She was to be his.
She tilted her head to the side and breathed in while remaining silent. He was not playing games this time and she would not get what she desired unless she gave him what he wanted. But could she cross that line?
Her silence did not stop him from playing the game however. He raised his hand a bit higher and squeezed down on her flesh. He wanted to bring her pain and pleasure at the same time. She was his to control, to provide for and to take whenever he wanted. Sesshomaru pressed his powerful erection against her leg and the bulge sent a jolt through her spine.
His fangs grazed against her ear, his tongue lapped beyond her lobe and his fingers were tickling the side of her breasts. Feeling his hands touching her through the cotton fabric of her shirt made her truly regret that she was wearing something so stupid. She wanted to feel attractive but she was not used to it and her clothing was not helping.
"One more time," he whispered huskily. "Who do you belong to?"
He squeezed her left ass cheek while wrapping his fingers around her core and covering it with her shirt at the same time. Through the fabric of her shirt he could feel her wetness and it made his erection pulse. She was always so ready for him. She was a challenge mixed with easiness. He loved the confusion.
When she remained silent again he felt his frustration rise. He would almost prefer it if she said no rather than not making up her mind. Either she was his, or she was not. At this point, he was mostly certain that he would end up fucking her over the counter no matter what.
Sesshomaru lifted his hand and grabbed a huge amount of her hair. He pulled down on it and tilted her head back with force. He pressed his lips against the edge of her jaw and he spoke so softly that the sound was barely audible, "Who?"
While he kept her in that position, he took hold of the edge of her shirt and began to lift it. She could feel the cold air against her drenched womanhood and she felt her eyes wanting to roll. Kagome had not experienced any sort of release in a long time and her body was aching for it. His touch or an orgasm: anything that got rid of the tension in the lower part of her body.
He moved his fingers to let them brush against her clit but he did not do anything more than that. Just teasing – always teasing. Kagome squirmed under his hold and pushed her ass into his groin.
"Answer. The. Question."
He tugged at her hair once more to make his point. He already knew the path he was going to take, but he loved to tease it out of her.
Those words would free her from the chains and it would allow her to experience the sensations that she was craving for and yet she was not speaking. She could make it one word, one little easy word and everything would give in.
Yes, one word. "Yours."
Stranger, brother-in-law, man, lover; he was all of these things at once or at least he would be.
A smirk of satisfaction appeared on his lips and he knew it was time. In one swift gesture he unzipped his pants and gave a little tug to send both his pants and his boxers to the floor by his ankles.. His hand slid down from the curve of her back to her ass and he then added his other hand to the mix to spread her legs apart.
Her lips parted and her mouth opened wide the moment the tip of his cock touched her dripping entrance. She could simply move back slightly and he would slide straight inside of her but she wanted to savor this moment; this excitement would only happen once. She twisted her body and curled her toes waiting for him.
He did not disappoint.
In one stroke, he shoved his entire length within her.
She scratched her nails along the counter trying to find a grip. He was much larger than Inuyasha but despite the small tingle of pain, everything else was pure pleasure. She exhaled deeply and wondered for a moment how she was going to manage to keep herself quiet.
He pounded her cunt, his fangs stuck out and the urge came out again; her neck was calling out to him. He was certain that if he waited a bit longer, he would be able to sink his fangs through her flesh and mark her.
Sesshomaru moved his hands up, gliding them across her body, and he took hold of them through her shirt which kept her close to his body. His length was buried as deep as he could push it within her. Each time, he pulled back slightly only to hammer inside once more. He felt her clench around his erection and she tilted her head back exposing her neck further.
Yes, her neck.
He moved his head forward and buried his nose in the crook of her neck, inhaling her scent. His tongue poked out and he lapped at her slightly salty skin. It traveled from her neck to the edge of her jaw only to end up at her ear once more. She was giving herself up to him without a fight. How long did she wait for someone to be a real alpha with her?
Sesshomaru pushed towards her breasts with his hands, forcing her to stretch out and bury her ass into his crotch even more. He groaned at the sweet sensation before pulling her back even more. If there was not a full house he would make her scream senseless and smack her perfect little round ass until his hand was imprinted on it.
But for now, he needed control. Oh but the things he wanted to do to her.
Her core was never ravaged like this in the past and her head began to feel dizzy with pleasure. She was biting on her lip trying to control herself but she wanted to be tossed around and taken by him in any and every way that could cross his mind. He wanted her. He was not simply lying on top of her for a few minutes before rolling over.
He was in charge and he desired her. His cock was pumping with blood for her: her body. She just – all those thoughts together were driving her wild and along with the constant violent thrusts inside her core and she was ready to go over the edge. Raw fucking sex, like animals, it was what she wanted.
Moans of lust were threatening to escape her lips when he smacked a hand down on her mouth. He did plan on stealing his brother's wife, but not right now; not like this. He felt her squeeze down on his thick cock and he threw his head back. His little minx's core was sweeter, tighter and wetter than he even imagined.
Sesshomaru pounded inside of her with great intensity because he was afraid she would come to her senses and this would be his last chance. His claws were digging into her flesh, but she felt no pain. Her brain melted and her insides were on fire – a fire that increased with each of his strokes. She could feel his erection pulsing within her and she rolled her eyes back.
Sesshomaru pulled out of her slightly and his member tingled with overwhelming sensations. If he plunged inside her one more time, he would lose all control. Despite his attempt at calming himself, Kagome pushed her ass backwards and he roared. He was pleased to oblige. He shoved his weapon within her one more time and felt her explosion.
Her sweet nectar began to leak down his length and balls, drowning him in her juices. Her teeth were embedded in his palm, but he ignored it as his own sweet release followed. He exploded in the confines of her womb, coating her insides with his semen.
Kagome's legs quivered while he filled her with his cum. Suddenly, she felt him swell within her and she gasped in surprise. His cock grew in width while the white load kept spilling. It was blocked inside of her and pilling up. Her emotions rose and her lust lessened a bit when she began to fill stuck. Sesshomaru smirked at her reaction and nibbled gently at her ear.
His brother never knotted with her. Interesting.
Seconds ticked away and her heart still pounded like a drum. Finally, he loosened inside of her. Slowly he pulled himself back and the second his cock pulled out, she felt his semen leak down her thigh. Her mouth was completely dry because of her rapid breathing and her body was ready to collapse.
Behind her she could hear Sesshomaru zipping his pants but she did not even look back. While she kept her hold on the counter to make sure she stayed standing, the familiar feeling of his mouth on her skin sent her flesh tingling.
"My room. Midnight."
And then, with a flash, he was gone.
When the door closed behind him, Kagome let herself drop to the ground and closed her eyes. Her insides were still throbbing and aching for his presence. This lasted shorter than she wished for yet it felt as if his cock pounded her core for hours. How could one moment feel so good? She did not even know sex could reach such heights.
She allowed her head to rest on the counter behind her and sighed softly. She was screwed now wasn't she? Not to mention she was going to need to spend hours in the shower to even attempt to wash his scent off of her.
Yes. Screwed described her situation in every way.
-V-
This was completely, and utterly idiotic; there was no other way to describe what she was about to do. Her heart was pounding when she closed the door of the bedroom before she slipped away down the hall.
Not because he told her – almost ordered her as a matter of fact – to do something that she had to obey. In spite of that, her body ignored her brain and she still found herself wrapping her fingers around the knob of Sesshomaru's door. The room right next door to where her husband laid asleep.
Quietly she opened the door and peeked inside to catch a glimpse of Sesshomaru. Because of the way he was laying, she was almost fooled into thinking he was sleeping, but his amber orbs shining in the dark gave it away. She inhaled deeply before taking her first step inside, the door slowly closing behind her.
Her tiny but fast footsteps helped her reached her destination quickly and she hopped on the edge of the bed. She should not do this, but her body and her core could still remember what it was like to have him deep inside of her. She never felt this way with Inuyasha and he never took control.
She was stubborn outside the bedroom and enjoyed having her own way, but the thought of giving away all of her control to an alpha; it was mesmerizing and foolish at the same time. She was seeking the thrill and she knew deep inside only Sesshomaru could provide it.
Kagome was about to approach him when suddenly, a blur flashed by. Straightaway, she was thrown on her back against the mattress and Sesshomaru pounced on her like easy prey. His eyes gleamed and his tongue slowly ran over his fangs.
"Time to play, little Minx."
Her heart leaped and she ran her tongue over her lips. His thumbs were pressed against the inside of her wrists applying just enough pressure to keep her steady underneath him. Play? He seemed to have a lot more ideas than she did but then again, he probably had more experience as well. That did scare her a little.
She was new to most of this and she was afraid he would ask something of her she would not be able to perform to his liking.
He nestled himself in between her legs and parted them while he dragged himself forward. Out of instinct, he assumed, she immediately wrapped her long legs around his waist. "Not this time," he warned while sliding his hand down her thigh.
Kagome changed her shirt and he assumed it was because the other one was covered with his scent. Even someone as dimwitted as his brother would have caught on she had not. Although, he found himself disappointed at the fresh scent of her skin. It was not soap he wanted to smell on her but rather himself.
"I will assume he did not notice."
Kagome never found sleep because of this. When Inuyasha joined her in bed she tensed up. His nose was sensitive, more than a human's and less than a youkai's, and clearly the kind of scent Sesshomaru left on her was not one that could be mistaken. Saying that there was a collision would not even begin to cover it up.
Fortunately for her, Inuyasha was drunk as a skunk. The moment he entered the room, he dropped dead on the bed and began to snore. If there was any real scent on her, he was too tired to smell it. Of course, she could not say she would be this lucky tomorrow. There were certain odors she could use to block his sense of smell but she did not even know if anything could be found here.
To put it simply, she was being reckless. Then again, it was not as if Inuyasha tried very hard to keep those emails from her. Maybe a part of her wanted him to wonder. The worst part was that she was almost certain his brain would make up an explanation for it. She was Kagome, his doormat. There was no way she would ever seek another man.
And there she was, pinned under his brother.
Sesshomaru could not help but smirk; she was so quiet in his presence. He saw her run her mouth off for hours before, but not with him. He would not say he minded because idle chatter bothered him but a word once in a while would not pain him.
His mind was running wild thinking about the many ways he could have her. Obviously taking her from behind already began to fulfill one of his desires and this time he almost found himself thinking that he could do it like this, with her on her back taking in his cock. Although she was more than excited, he was able to detect the small fear laced with her scent.
Could it be that she unaware of how attractive her inexperience made her? He was more than pleased to be the one to show new things rather than her knowing everything. In the past, he spent nights with women who knew too much and went too far. Although Kagome was no virgin, she still possessed that glow of pureness that was always present when she blushed.
He lowered two of his fingers and gently pushed aside her underwear. His every movement mesmerized her – or at least that was the feeling he was getting, but he knew she was probably wondering why he was taking his time. Since their first heated meeting, he was nothing but rough and impatient. The main reason behind that was because the faster he went, the less time she would have to speak.
They had yet to have a proper conversation and somehow he enjoyed that.
At the moment, it was all a piece of a dream. If they spoke, reality would sink in and despite what a bastard his brother was, she still remained by his side. He would take her, he had no doubts about it, but he did not need the reminder that she was not fully his just yet.
He wanted to enjoy his chase.
Sesshomaru licked his lips before holding her legs up with his hands. He then proceeded to lower himself before he looked up at his little prize. This time, there would be no torture – well almost none.
Before Kagome had time to take a deep breath, she felt him shove his tongue deep inside of her core and her entire body immediately curled. How spoiled she was by him in that department; she went from zero to casually getting a treat. Her cheeks still prominently blushed though.
While her sweet nectar was leaking inside his mouth, he knew it would soon be time to play his little game. The biggest thrill of this little adventure was; do not get caught. Obviously he would make sure it did not happen, but she did not need to know that piece of information. Instead, he would get her heart pumping.
He moved away slightly, not missing the way she thrust her hips at the missing sensation and smirked. "Moan."
Her eyes flickered down to glance at him and she tilted her head to the side in confusion. He wanted her to be loud? After making sure she did not moan in the bathroom mere hours ago? Last time would not have been as bad as now. Inuyasha was in the room right next door. Granted he passed out from drinking too much but…
It was risky.
Despite that, Kagome tried to relax while he leaned back into her. His tongue found her core quickly again and he began to twirl it inside. His hands moved to her rear and he gently squeezed down causing her to part her lips. One little sound, it was all she had to do and she would get more.
She gave in.
A quiet little moan passed her lips and she felt his tongue flicker within her. However, that was not her little reward. Instead, he pulled his tongue out of her and lapped over her clit. Kagome lifted her arms only to slap down her hands on his shoulders with her nails digging into his flesh.
He circled it carefully, taking his time and dragging out the sensations. If she wanted more, she would have to provide more as well. Already her little fragile human heart was beating faster than normal and its sounds was echoing in his mind, pleasing him. He felt so many emotions in the past, but through her he could feel them again as if he never did before.
His thumbs were digging into the inside of her thighs but she did not try to free herself from his grip. More little moans were thrown in during brief moments where she forgot. She wanted to forget that her husband was next door and forget that she was in a house filled with people. All of her body was like a sensitive zone and everywhere he pressed he lit a fire.
"Louder," he said without stopping.
Just a bit louder: it would go unnoticed.
She did as he asked and raised her voice in pleasure.. Her voice was trembling and since her head was filled with the sound of her own heartbeat, it was difficult to judge just how loud she was being. Kagome did not have time to ponder long on the matter since while she moaned he pushed two fingers inside of her drenched core.
Her eyes turned back and without even thinking, she increased the volume of her voice.
His fingers easily slid in and out of her womanhood yet he managed to keep himself focused. If he looked down, his cock would be pulsing even more. He was already ready to burst and forget his little plan. It would easily be done; all he had to do was pound it inside of her until she could no longer keep conscious. Oh the day where he would be able to fully experience her screams and moans.
She was a shiny new toy and he did not want to be patient.
Sesshomaru watched her while she was laying on her back keeping her eyes tightly shut and barely holding back her voice. He was torturing her. He was bringing her pleasure.
"Say my name."
Moan. "Se-" Pause. "Se-sshomaru!" It was just a whisper, but it was enough.
He yanked his hand away and skillfully freed himself from his restriction. His erection hurt because of how much his skin was being stretched and he could not wait to plunge within her. He did not give her any warning before he charged for her, his length entering her in one swift motion again. Immediately, she buckled underneath him. Her lips parted and she was completely breathless in an instant.
There it was; that familiar warmth. His fingers gripped the sheet while he kept himself above her. With each deep stroke, she squeezed her legs around his waist a bit tighter. Deciding that all of her twirling was preventing him from reaching that spot deep inside, he moved his hands to her hips and kept her still.
Using this new position as balance he began to drive himself inside of her and this time, Kagome was not able to hold back.
"Ohmygod!" It was louder than spoken words; it was almost a scream. She did not have time to stop it or take it back and she did not want to.
Satisfaction showed on his face while he picked up his pace even more. If this was going to attract a crowd she had to at least truly look like she was enjoying herself. Although, it was still safe; he could sense that nobody even stirred in their sleep. Truly Inuyasha was to blame for not noticing this; if he mated Kagome, he would have sensed her heightened emotions no matter how deep his sleep was.
Sesshomaru finally released her from her position and grabbed both of her ankles. He moved them to rest on his shoulders and he watched her eyes widen in both surprise and excitement as he thrust his hips. Kagome could do nothing else but let her hands drag down his perfectly chiseled chest, leaving nail marks on her way down.
She always thought this position could be qualified as boring.
Oh his little minx was enjoying herself he could tell, but he knew what would set her on fire. He took her from the back, in the proper Inuyoukai position during their first time and those high sensations would always be related to that. He circled her waist rapidly and then nearly threw her flat on her stomach on the bed. Before she could think he quickly filled her up again.
With his hands he lifted her ass up and her face remained pressed into the mattress. It was a good thing since it was muffling her sounds of passion which had suddenly gotten much louder. Although at this point it was not doing much because of how loudly her ass was smacking against him. He was violently hitting her back against his crotch and it felt like his cock was reaching deeper inside of her with each powerful thrust.
Kagome was gasping for air and biting down on the sheet. If she did not know any better, she would swear that he was about to break her in two. Unknown pleasures and fear laced together each time he shoved his large erection inside of her burning, dripping core and he left her without a way to catch her breath.
He sneakily moved his fingers to her clit and began playing with it while his pace never slowed. This time, Kagome began punching the bed. Son of a b-
"SE-SE-sho-MA-ru!"
The dam broke and her entire body shook and trembled with pleasure as waves of lust washed over her.. Her climax was so intense from the built up tension and the thrill that her legs became coated with her own juices, along with his crotch.
Sesshomaru savored the wet warmth before abandoning himself as well and falling apart. He emptied himself within the safety of her womb once again tonight. His cock was soon swelling inside of her, but this time, she did not panic at all.
He lay on top of her completely, but held off his weight, and she did not even move. Instead, she closed her eyes while drops of sweat were sliding down her forehead. He could not forget that she was only human. He pushed aside her bangs and observed her.
She could not sleep here. No matter how much he wanted her to. He enjoyed the little chase, but when he took her, it would be a spectacle. One his brother would never forget. Still, he let her rest for a moment, especially since he remained stuck inside of her.
Her wild side was slowly coming out and he could not wait for next time. His little minx had yet to surprise him and he was greedily waiting for it.
-V-