Heroine by DeathsSilentApproach

Heroine

This is for Talulabell's Hero/Heroine Challenge.  I hopw I so not only the song justice but Sesshoumaru as well as I do not normally right in any particular POV unless I am switching around from one to another.  So sticking to just one will be a challenge for me.

(O)(o)(O)

It's too late baby, there's no turning around
I've got my hands in my pocket and my head in a cloud
This is how I do
When I think about you
I never thought that you could break me apart
I keep a sinister smile and a hold of my heart
You want to get inside
Then you can get in line
But not this time

I could still remember the first time I saw her standing there beside my little half breed brother.  Clad scantily in a short green skirt that left nothing to the imagination.  I could remember glancing at her then simply dismissing her as nothing before returning my attention to my goal of final making the Tetsusaiga mine .  I simply decided to dissmise the miko as nothing as I had decided humans were simply nothing.  Beneath my notice.

Cause you caught me off guard
Now I'm running and screaming

And then she removed the sword from its resting place, and I took a second glance and couldn't look away because I realized that she was something more then I had thought her to be.

I feel like a hero and you are my heroine

I won't try to philosophize
I'll just take a deep breath and I'll look in your eyes
This is how I feel
And it's so surreal
I got a closet filled up to the brim
With the ghosts of my past and the skeletons
And I don't know why
You'd even try
But I won't lie

I realize now as I look back on all of our meetings that it was her that I was there for after that first time.  I will not try to think too deeply upon this as I know that somehow or another I will come up with someing I will regret.  I would remember why I hated her race a race that had caused me to loss a father and the ability to completely take over my lands for nearly one hundred years after his death. 

I don't know what it is about her that draws me in.  I don't know why she holds so firmly to his image that she could not see what might be right in front of her, me.

You caught me off guard
Now I'm running and screaming

I feel like a hero and you are my heroine
Do you know that your love is the sweetest sin?

And I feel a weakness coming on
Never felt so good to be so wrong
Had my heart on lockdown
And then you turned me around
I'm feeling like a new born child
Every time I get a chance to see you smile
It's not complicated
I was so jaded

I had never wanted to fall in love with her, a human.  Someone who I knew would die soon after with her for only so long.    But everytime I see her face I feel that indicribable feeling of love.  I had been burned by love before and so I had hoped to ward it away from me in hopes that I would never feel that burn of anguish at being regected.

And you caught me off guard
Now I'm running and screaming

I feel like a hero and you are my heroine
Do you know that your love is the sweetest sin?

(I feel like a hero and you are my heroine)
And I feel a weakness coming on
Never felt so good to be so wrong
Had my heart on lockdown
And then you turned me around
(Do you know that your love is the sweetest sin?)
I'm feeling like a new born child
Every time I get a chance to see you smile
It's not complicated
I was so jaded

Knowing that it was possible that I would never have her for my own that instead it would be by my brother's side she stood for the rest of their days should I never find it in me to approach her and try to win her for my own burned almost more then I could stand though.  I felt that I had to say something, but then one day I came to the realization that I was too late especially since she called me brother.

(I feel like a hero and you are my heroine)
And I feel a weakness coming on
Never felt so good to be so wrong
Had my heart on lockdown
And then you turned me around
(Do you know that your love is the sweetest sin?)
I'm feeling like a new born child
Every time I get a chance to see you smile
It's not complicated
I was so jaded

OoOoO

AN:  I know this doesn't have happy ending but maybe I will make a sequel that will have it end up happy.