Untouched by Twilight

Preface

Chapter 1

Preface

I've never really wondered what would happen if I took action, or used my "power" for something that, I, myself, wanted.  I always thought that I had to obey.

A life of freedom.  Something I always thought impossible.  Love,  a lie to put children to sleep.  Trust, something that is non-existing, unless you have true friends.  Me.  Just a dead corpse, living, but actually dead.

Life to me was.......slavery, tragedy, anguistful, saddening, tiring, disgracing......sorrowful.

People always thought that I was a very good girl, but that was never true.  I had a secret life; I was a gang leaders pet.  I did everything for........for Him.

He knew all my secrets, my life, where I lived, everything about me, He knew them.  He controlled me; I was his little doll on thin strings, merely his toy to play with.

I want to live my own life!

I want to be my own person now!

I want to live my life the way I want to!

Why can't I do that?

Why do I have to obey?

I can object!

I have power, why don't I use it!

.........Oh yeah,........I'm too scared to.

I'm scared that once I kill, Him, I won't know how to pick my life back up.

I've never imagined that my death would be peaceful.  I have never thought I would go to heaven, for all the lives I've killed.

But just this once, I would like to....to......to, be free.

Just this once I would like to be......me.

Is it too much to ask, or will I suffer the rest of my life.

Someone please help me.

I don't want to remain.........Untouched.....

~Twilght~

Hello, My name is Twilight (well not actually).  I really would hope you tell me what you think.  I will put up Chapter One preatty soon.  And preatty soon I hope to enjoy the reviews of my lovely readers.

Goodbye for now, my loves.