Ignored by Sesshomaru-is-my-sama

Ignored

AN: So, I have not been on in a VERY long while and I figured I should go back and fix this mess of a story. I has been like 4 years I think and this story and my other both need WORK! I am just going back and adding to this story and fixing the errors that are there. I hope I fix everything that was wrong with this story. I thank everyone who reviewed. Thank you for reading, I hope you enjoy the new and improved version!

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Kagome was sitting in the gardens, watching the petals on the trees fall gracefully to the grass covered floor. From where she sat on the low sitting tree limb, it was a sight that was pure beauty. Summer was coming to an end and the next season was showing its face. She was waiting for Sesshoumaru to finish with his work. He had promised that once he finished, he would take a walk with her to discuss their not too recent mating. She was worried, because during the short time that they have been mated he had only looked her way twice, and both times had been to consummate their mating. Kagome was frustrated that he had shown no interest in her. Her mind was racing with the what ifs. ‘What if he no longer wishes to be mated to me?’ ‘What if he is distancing himself from me because he regrets mating a human?’ Kagome started thinking for the worse. ‘What if he wishes to take another to bed, or what if he calls upon concubines to take care of him’. Kagome sighed; it would not surprise her if he had already started taking concubines. Of course, Kagome would not know because they no longer slept in the same room. Actually, they really never saw much of each other. Kagome had thought it a good idea that she started sleeping in the guest wing. She felt as if she were just a guest anyway, so it did not bother her as much. She missed the company of her old friends at times like this. Of course, Sango and Miroku have moved on with their lives. Raising three children all under the age of five keeps them pretty busy. Inuyasha and Kikyo, who was brought back after the defeat of Naraku, have a few children as well that keep themselves busy.

Kagome thought about her old unrequited love for Inuyasha. How it felt as though it were a lifetime ago, when in reality it had only been a couple years. All those times he went to Kikyo during their travels and how every time he did, it hurt her. Kagome was slow to realize it was always going to be Kikyo for him, she would never be anything more than a friend in his eyes. She came to terms with it quite quickly. Kagome always knew, somewhere deep down that, that is all they could ever be. Without the friendship of Inuyasha, she would have never had the chance to meet Sesshoumaru and become his mate. Even though right now felt as though she was nothing more to him then someone to lay with, she still cared very deeply for Sesshoumaru.

Kagome brought her fingers the caress the now less vibrant mating mark Sesshoumaru had given her. It was a beautiful mark, a dark blue crescent moon like the one on his forehead and in between the two points the symbol of the shikon no tama. Her cheeks flushed of the thought of when he put it there, a time when it seemed like he truly cared for her…

~~~FLASHBACK~~~

(LEMON!)

Sesshoumaru led Kagome down the many halls of the castle. "Its's time to make you my mate koi." Sesshoumaru said in a deep husky voice. All Kagome could do was blush a deep crimson red and nod her head. She could not find her voice, the passion in his eyes as he looked at her took her breath away. As excited as she was for what was to come, Kagome was nervous as well. So many thoughts were going through her head. ‘I hope I am good enough for him’ ‘What if I do not please him in the ways he needs?’ All she wanted was to please her soon-to-be-mate in every way possible. 

Sesshoumaru had been very impatient to get her to his, and now their, bed chambers. Ever since he laid eyes on her in his fathers’ tomb, he had felt a great need to make her his. It was almost like fate wanted it. The way she protected the whelp the is his brother, piqued his curiosity. He had his eyes on her ever since. He watched as she stupidly longed for the half-breed. Sesshoumaru knew the whelp went to the dead, soul eater, while his pack mates slept, or so he thought. Inuyasha had tendencies to leave the camp as soon as everyone laid down, not waiting for them to fall asleep before he foolishly left. How his little miko would silently cry herself to sleep. Sesshoumaru waited patiently for his chance to move in and make her his. 

When they finally made it to their chambers, Sesshoumaru wasted no time in removing their clothes. At first Kagome was timid and kept trying to hide her body from his view, but he would have none of that and strode forward to take her hands into his and push her backwards until she hit the wall. He put both her hand in one of his big ones and used the other to slide lightly down her body, making goosebumps appear. " So beautiful." he murmured before latching onto one of her nipples. Kagome let out a throaty moan, making Sesshoumaru purr with satisfaction. He moved away from one nipple to latch onto the other. Kagome was in heaven. The feelings that Sesshoumaru was making her feel, felt amazing. A pressure started to form between her legs, and she started to fidget. Trying to free her hands so she could touch him. Kagome wanted to feel him with her hands, she wanted to feel his body on hers.  After all her tugging Sesshoumaru finally let Kagomes hand free. Now that both of his hands were free, he could tease her more. His hands were slowly exploring her body. Feeling as though the nipple in his mouth had more than enough of his attention, he moved to tease the other one. Hands exploring each other, their body temperatures rising. Sesshoumarus’ hand found her special bundle of nerves that made Kagomes knees go weak when he applied a small amount of pressure to it. 

Kagome gasped and moaned " Sesshoumaru" earning a nip on the neck from said person. He used one long finger to enter her tight sheath. He groaned at how wet she was for him. His finger slid in so smoothly, he could not wait to replace it with his painful member. He smirked as she started to thrust against his hand. " Sesshoumaru stop...teasing me." Kagome moaned. Sesshoumaru only laughed and added two more fingers, only to groan again when she brought her hand to play with her clit while he thrusted his fingers inside of her.

He could no longer wait.

Sesshoumaru quickly brought Kagome to the bed. He slowly kissed his way up her body. Paying special attention to her pussy. Sesshoumaru looked into her eyes as he took his tongue tasted her for the first time. Her taste was magnificent, he dove right in and started sucking on her clit making her squirm against his face. He could tell she was getting close and slid two of his fingers in her pussy to help her cum faster. It was not long after she was screaming his name as she reached completion. Kissing his way up her body again, he reached her lips and slowly kissed her. Sesshoumaru places his member at her center and slowly pushed forward. He kissed her tears away feeling bad that he hurt his Kagome. He whispered comforting words to help soothe her. After a few moments she started moving against him. He tried to keep the pace slow for her, but her tightness felt too good. Soon he was thrusting almost animalistically into her. He knew he should take it more slowly but with her words of encouragement moved those thoughts out of his mind. Kagome was nearing her release just as Sesshoumaru was. He felt her walls tightening around him and knew it was the end. He moved her hair away from her right shoulder and sank his teeth in her. That caused her release, which triggered his own. Licking her shoulder to soothe the bite mark that was slowing becoming his mark. 'MINE.' he whispered before falling asleep next to his mate.

(END LEMON)

~~~FLASHBACK END~~~

Kagome had been sitting out in the gardens for most of the day waiting for her mate. When nighttime came, she decided he was not coming and walked into the castle. She walked aimlessly around with her head down deep in thought. It was a while before she looked up and when she did, she found herself in the library looking at the mating ritual books. She soon found one that explained how to rid oneself of the mark, freeing both people from the mating. Kagome read the many ways one could remove the mark, but one stood out to her. "One way for a partner to rid themselves from the mark is that they can distance themselves from the one that they marked for a significant amount of time.” Kagomes mind went blank at this. “Is that what he is doing? Is he distancing himself from me to rid my neck of his mark” Kagome thought aloud. All the signs he is giving out is leading to that answer being yes.

Kagome, having gone through enough pain and sorrow in her life, though of an idea. “It already seems like he does not want to talk to me about this, I will leave. This way he does not need to burden himself with telling me.” Kagome thought carefully about her decision and sighed. “I should have known the human hating lord could never love a human." Kagome weakly laughed. " Looks like I'm going home" Kagome started walking towards the guest wing. One of her servants and friends was walking by. "Hey Soria, can you do a favor for me?"

"Of course, what do you need Lady Kagome?"

"I need you to find my yellow bag and old clothes I used to wear. Can you do that for me?" Kagome asked.

"It would be my pleasure, Lady Kagome, but may I ask why?"

"Because Soria, I’m going home." With that Kagome turned and went inside the room she had been sleeping in.

The next morning had gone by agonizingly slow for Kagome. Soria had brought up the old yellow bag and Kagome had found one of her old schoolgirl outfits. She put it on, though it did not fit the same it would have to do. She did not want to wear anything that was given to her by Sesshomaru, she thought it to be inappropriate to wear such a thing into the future. Kagome left a note on the bed that Sesshoumaru slept on. 

'Dear Sesshoumaru-sama

I had waited for you in the gardens for a good duration of the day, but once it got dark, I thought it best to go back inside. Somehow, I ended up in the library and found a few books about mating rituals and how to rid one of the mating marks. I had read the one on how to rid them, and I found out to rid them we must distance ourselves from each other. Noticing that you have been doing so I thought it would be easier on you if I were to leave instead. I do hope you find that one that loves you as I do, and they are able to satisfy you the way I could not.

Love

Kagome.'

Kagome folded it up and placed it on his pillow. It wouldn’t be until the night that he would see the note. Kagome had barrowed Ah-Un to give her a ride to the well, she watched the castle disappear from view with sad eyes. ‘Maybe if I fought harder to keep him interested in me, I guess there is nothing left to do now. I already lost him.’

 It only took about an hour before she landed at the well. She gave Ah-Un a little treat and kissed his nose." Thank you, for all that you have done. Please try not to miss me too much." Kagome joked. She turned from the two headed dragon and slowly sat on top of the lip of the well. Hoping, maybe he will come, maybe he noticed her absence early. Kagome waited a few minutes longer just to give her hopes up. Heaving a heavy breath, she jumped in. landing five hundred years into the future. Minutely missing the howl of sadness that came from the West.