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He Who Waits
The sun hung on the lip of the earth, casting it's last swords of golden light to paint the horizon with a palette of flames. Kagome watched the final traces of topaz as they faded into orange and purple, her mind filled with vague images of stubborn eyes that had glowed with the same fire. Eyes she hadn’t seen in so long now that she had trouble remembering their exact hue. Were they brilliant, rich amber or a warm sparkling honey? How could she have forgotten?
Feeling a threatening tingle at the back of her eyes, Kagome let her lids fall shut as she took a deep, steadying breath. She had promised herself she would be strong, she wouldn’t cry today. The last traces of the day were fading, and in a few more minutes she would have made it. It had all happened so long ago, hundreds of years ago. And yet, for her, it had been only six years.
Six years ago today she had fought Naraku and won, despite the odds, despite all the danger, they had won. Six years ago she had watched the smiling faces of her friends fade, and disappear from her life forever. In one devastating moment she had been ripped from their sides to be flung into a world in which she no longer belonged. Fate had torn her from them as if she had never existed; all she had left behind her was her heart. Six years ago today the well had closed.
Letting her breath out slowly, Kagome rose from where she sat leaning against the Goshinboku. She paused long enough to rest her hand against the familiar bark and lean against her ancient friend, grateful for its steadfast support. Swallowing the growing lump in her throat, she allowed a few cherished memories to slip through the guarded parts of her memory and savored the bitter sweetness that came with them. For a moment she saw the image of a beloved boy pinned to the trunk beneath her hands, his face peaceful in eternal slumber.
Tears threaten her eyes again and she pushed the memories away firmly and stepped back from the tree. “I miss you.” She whispered, then turned and walked away.
She stood in the middle of her dark room, arms wrapped tightly around her shivering body as she stared through the window at the sickle shaped slash of the crescent moon glowing in the night sky. ‘Why am I trembling?’ Kagome ran her shaking hands up and down her arms trying to silence the tremors that shook her. The night was resting in an eerie stillness and yet she stood barely daring to breathe desperately listening, waiting.
A gasp rose from her throat and her eyes became large as she felt the familiar pulse rush over her like the ripples on a still lake. “MOMMA!!! SOUTA!!” The scream tore itself from her lips as she flung herself from her room, leaping down the stairs and almost falling in her desperate haste. “GRANDPA!! IT’S OPEN!”
She didn’t look back to see the chaos her cries had left in her wake. The house that had, only moments before, been completely silent was now alive with activity. She flung herself out into the still night not even noticing the icy feel of fresh dew on her bare feet. Her only focus was on the small building that housed her past and, she hoped with all her heart, her future.
Tearing the door open she came to a sudden halt, her heart beating wildly in her chest. A pulsing blue glow filled the dusty room, radiating up from the ancient well in the center. Small blue sparks of light twinkled as they drifted and floated upwards like tiny stars. Kagome made a silent wish on each one.
“Kagome?” Her mother’s voice was concerned and wistful, drawing her back to the reality. Slowly turning, Kagome looked at her small family huddled in the courtyard behind her. She watched as a sad smile turned up the corners of her mother’s mouth and the older woman held out her arms to her. She couldn’t stop the small whimpering sob that escaped her lips as she hurled herself into her mother’s embrace. “I know sweetie. I know.”
“Thanks momma.” Kagome choked, holding back tears. They all knew that this could be forever yet they also understood that this was inevitable. There was no choice to be made, Kagome had to go. Pulling slowly away she forced a brave smile. “I’ll be all right now. I promise.”
Her mother’s arms tightened around her for a moment before letting her go. “I know you will be. Inuyasha will take good care of you.” The older woman’s voice barely wavered as she prepared to let her daughter go. “And we don’t know if this is really goodbye.”
With a tight smile Kagome nodded before saying her final farewells. They had all tried to be strong but by the time their goodbyes had been said not a single one of them had dry faces. It was all too sudden and yet Kagome was thankful for it. She didn’t think she could stand the realization of what she would leave behind. She knew she would miss her family as much as she had missed her friends. But she also knew, deep in her very soul, she belonged on the other side of the well.
Perching on the wooden edge of the portal, she looked back one last time. A soft smile touched her lips, they where all dressed in their pajamas and slippers. Souta’s hair was a rat’s nest of unruly locks sticking up in odd directions, her mother wore a silly sunny yellow robe and matching hairnet, and her grandfather looked less than dignified, his traditional nagajuban clashing with pink bunny slippers. It was a fitting last memory of her dear but quirky family. She would etch this image forever in her memory, she would never forget them.
Once the memory was firmly implanted in her brain she gave a final parting wave and leapt down into the well, almost laughing at the wonderful feeling of ancient magic surging up to embrace her as she was drawn backwards through time. She was going home.
By the time her feet touched down in Feudal Japan her heart was racing with excitement. Taking hold of the vines she climbed with practiced ease, every hand hold still fresh in her memory despite the passage of years. Tears began to wet her cheeks as she looked up at the nearing square of starlit sky and she couldn’t stop herself from calling out. “I’m back! INUYASHA! I’m BACK!”
Pulling herself up over the lip of the well she took a deep breath to let out another call to friends she knew had to be near. But the sound froze in her chest and she stared dumbstruck by the sight before her.
The clearing was dark with shadows, only the light from the crescent moon above shone down amongst the leaves. It’s silver light making the man standing there appear to glow with an ethereal radiance. He was so close that she could reach out and touch him, if she dared. His stance was tense and expectant, waiting.
Moments of silence passed between them as Kagome tried to make sense of his presence in this place and at this moment. Of all the companions she would have expected to be there to greet her, it would never have been him. Not even in her wildest imaginings. But there he stood, calm, stoic, and very much real. A night wind caught in his hair causing it to dance about her, the glistening strands brushing against her cheek. The soft tickle upon her skin broke the fragile trance she had been under. Tilting her head back she looked up into the gold eyes locked on her with such intensity.
“Sesshoumaru?”
Dusk was settling upon the horizon, sending a glow of gold through the sky as he returned to the small clearing. It was strange how in a few short years his entire world could shrink to encompass something so insignificant, and yet the simple, rough hewed well had entrapped him. His life now revolved around his silent sentry. Six years had passed, yet he remained when others did not, watching and waiting.
“Master Sesshoumaru! You have returned!” Jaken, the ever loyal retainer, stumbled to his feet hurrying to great his master. “Your faithful servant has been awaiting your return. Did your hunt go well master?”
Sesshoumaru barely glanced at his servant before turning away to approach the cursed portal. Reaching out to rest a clawed hand on the weathered wood he leaned over to look down into the darkness below. His eyes narrowed slightly as he glared down into the void that denied him.
“There has been no change master. “ The kappa’s annoying voice broken into his silent contemplation as the little demon moved to stand at his elbow. “It has been many years now since we took up guardianship of this site. I am beginning to wonder if our time is not wasted.”
Once the words were out of his beak the kappa immediately began to flail his arms in desperate denial. “Of course no task that the great Sesshoumaru-sama takes upon himself could ever be useless. Nothing would dare defy you my master! Not even time its self!”
“We will continue to wait.” Ignoring his panicking servant, he turned from the well and walked over to a familiar tree. Pausing to look up into the branches he frowned slightly. They were empty. How long had it been since his brother had kept watch up among the leaves. A year perhaps, or was it two?
The hanyou was pathetically lacking in patience and dedication. A measly four years was all that the half breed had waited. It was such a minuscule amount of time for one whose life would span centuries. Seating himself against the trunk of the tree, Sesshoumaru allowed the shadow of a smirk to tease the corner of his lips. His brother’s lack would be his boon, for in this battle the prize went to he who waits.
Distantly he noted that Jaken’s sputtering apologies had ceased and that the faithful retainer had left him to the solace of the quite clearing, returning to the village where his ward now made her home. Glancing up above him he could almost imagine his brother glaring down at him from above. They had sat so long glaring at each other in the early days of their shared vigil that the image of his brothers glowering face had become imprinted within his mind. Inuyasha had been more than a little annoyed at his continued presence and had thrown many a tantrum. At first he had attempt to drive him away with threats and insults but when that had not worked he had resorted to a tactic he had never used before, reason.
“I don’t know why you’re still here.” The inu-hanyou had huffed from his perch up in the trees. “She won’t be coming back for YOU.”
“Indeed.” He mused at the memory, watching the leaves dance to a fro. “But should she return, I will be the one waiting, not you brother.” Settling himself down at the base of the tree he once more took up his long watch. No his brother no longer stood guard over the well waiting for his human to return. He had already replaced her.
In the beginning he had not been the lone sentinel at the edge of the clearing. There had been others. But slowly one by one his unwanted companions stopped sharing his silent vigil. The most dedicated of sentry’s had been the littlest of them all. In the end Sesshoumaru had been forced to intervene for the kits own welfare as the child’s determination outweighed his self preservation. Even then, the boy had refused to leave without extracting a promise from the taiyoukai that he would be notified immediately upon the miko’s return.
Now the pup only visited every so often to talk “through” the well to his adopted mother. Sometimes he would bring drawings to “show” her. It was pathetic, and yet there were times in the silence of the nights that Sesshoumaru found himself sitting on the edge of the well contemplating the darkness as he allowed fragmented memories to play across his thoughts. He was no better than the desperate kit.
The child was not alone in his pilgrimages to the well. Every so often a member of her pack would make their reverent appearances in the clearing. Three times the monk had broken through the trees breathless and excited to shout down the well sharing news of his growing family with the mortar and stone. Each time he would generously offer the stoic guardian a share of celebratory sake which the inu would politely decline. Other than these few intrusion he was left to his peaceful contemplation.
Resting his head back against the tree Sesshoumaru allowed his gaze to wander the heavens through a break in the foliage above. He watched lazily as each star flared to life in the growing darkness. Another day had come to pass, another year and yet he had not broken his oath with the miko. She had never known of his promise to stay at her side. His oath had been made in silence long before she had been torn from him by fate, even so he would keep his vow. He would continue to await her return, and unlike the hanyou, he would not give in to doubt.
She was worthy of his dedication. Had she not shown time and time again the unfathomable depths of her own unwavering loyalty? Had she not proven herself many times over with a strength that came purely from spirit and will? No matter the darkness or danger she had never given in to such a simple thing as doubt. A rare smile ghosted over his lips as blue eyes flashed in his memory, eyes filled with a fire that he would never allow to go out. Yes, she was worthy of him. She would be his.
Slowly a tingling awareness crept in upon his musings drawing him from his thoughts. Frowning, Sesshoumaru rose as he felt his hackles rise in trepidation. The slight tingle became a throbbing pulse that thundered over his entire being in rhythmic waves. Unconsciously, he bared his fangs as the feel of ancient magic washed over the clearing and a blue glow erupted from the well bathing him in its glittering light. One last powerful ripple slammed against his soul and then the ethereal power was gone leaving not a trace behind.
Standing in the silent clearing he waited, every sense keenly honed in on the crumbling well. Tendrils of a long awaited scent teased his nostrils and he took a step closer. A voice cried out from the dark depths of the old well causing his heart to beat wildly in his chest. It was her.
He waited with baited breath till she finally pulled herself over onto the wooden lip of the well and than his breath left him all together. She had changed with the passage of years. She had grown, blossoming into womanhood and yet she was exactly as he remembered her. Her hair was a tussled mess, her cheeks where flushed from her climb, she was dressed in the oddest rumpled garment, and she had never looked more radiant.
Laughing blue eyes rose to gaze at him only to falter in surprise. She froze like a frightened doe to stare at him in rapt awe. He could see the shock slowly ware away as her brow knitted with confusion.
“Sesshoumaru?” the sound of his name on her lips filled him with pleasurable warmth. For the first time since she had disappeared from the world, things felt right. She was back where she belonged and he would do all within his power to ensure that she stayed there.
Kagome felt her cheeks flush hotly as the imposing taiyoukai just stood there staring at her. She must look incredibly silly standing before the lord of the west in nothing but her pajamas. “I wasn’t expecting to see you.” She stammered as an excuse for her state of dress, or rather lack thereof. “What are you doing here?”
“Waiting.”
“Oh.” Not that his curt response explained anything, but she doubted it was very wise to question the killing perfection. Slowly, her eyes scanned the dark forest behind him, her heart growing heavy with worry. Why wasn’t Inuyasha here instead of Sesshoumaru? Had something happened to him while she was gone? “Umm… where is Inuyasha? I mean… he is close isn’t he?”
Without taking his eyes off of her Sesshoumaru inclined his head towards the village. “At this hour he is probably in bed, with his mate.”
It couldn’t be. Surly she had misheard him. “Mate?”
His gaze was locked on her face, taking in her reaction. “Indeed. Inuyasha broke his oath with you some time ago and took a human female as his mate last harvest. “
She braced herself for the pain that she was certain would soon tear its way into her chest but it never came. He had given up on her, he had been able to move on and start a life of his own with someone else. It should have sent a dagger of jealousy and pain through her heart, but instead she felt nothing, not even a cold numbness. “Is he… happy?”
“Hn.” The grunt sounded a little annoyed. “He is content.”
Turning away from the youkai before her, Kagome looked down into the well. She could feel the gentle hum of power still radiating up from within - it was still open. She could still go back. No one would ever know she had even been there. No one but Sesshoumaru and who was he going to tell? Maybe this was how things where meant to be. Perhaps the well had opened one last time so that she too could let go of the past and move on in the future.
Taking a step forward she was about to jump back through time when suddenly his strong fingers closed around her wrist. With a soft gasp she looked down at the hand holding her firmly, careful claws lightly tracing the skin. “You will stay.”
“But... I’m no longer needed here.”
“Hn.” His tone was one of confirmation but his grip only tightened as he drew her away from the well. “You are wanted.”
“Wanted? But Inuyasha...”
“…has always been an idiot. He was not the one who waited for you.” His hand pulled her closer slowly drawing her up against the hard contours of his body. He raised his free hand to slowly trace the pads of his fingertips along her cheek. “You will not stay for him.”
Slowly his hand moved along her jaw until his fingers buried in her hair. Tilting her head back he forced her to meet his gaze. Kagome gasped softly as his eyes locked with hers burning with a brilliant heat. The molten gold had smoldered with red flames as he leaned closer. His warm breath tickled her lips before he spoke, his mouth so dangerously close she could feel his lips barely brush against hers with each word. “You will stay for this Sesshoumaru.”
Then his mouth claimed hers, silencing any answer she might have made. Had she ever dared to even imagine the stoic lord’s kiss she would never have envisioned the tender warmth of his mouth on hers. His lips moved slowly, lingering upon her mouth in soft caresses as he gently coaxed her to respond.
Before Kagome knew what she was doing, she was answering his silent command. Her lips melded against his as she let her body melt into him. Her hands found their way to fist in the front of his kimono when her knees threatened to no longer bare her weight. Still her mouth moved obediently with his as he taught her the meaning of a kiss, a tender exploration that left her breathless and panting.
When he finally broke his lips from hers to allow her to take in deep gulping breaths of air, her mind was swimming with happy confusion. “Come, Miko. There are others who have long awaited your return. There is a kit who has forced this Sesshoumaru into a promise that this one intends to keep tonight.”
They were just as she remembered them, standing in the dark yard, huddled together in their pajamas. She had carried the image of them in her heart for so long now it swelled at the sight of them. She looked up pleadingly to the tall man at her side and at his nod she took off at a run towards her family.
“Momma! GRANDPA! SOUTA! I’m home!”
She didn’t look back and so she didn’t see the slight smile that curved the lips of the inuyoukai as he watched her fling herself into the shocked arms of her mother. This reunion had been in the making for five hundred years, proper introductions would come later. After all he was a very patient demon, he could wait.
A small hand took hold of his sleeve, tugging on the silk to get his attention. Looking down into the serious face of the boy at his side, Sesshoumaru raised a brow. “Daddy? Who are those people?”
Laying his hand on his son’s head, he spread his fingers carefully around the alert puppy ears twitching atop his white head. “They are your mother’s family.” A small smile teased the corner of his lips as the pup’s eyes grew large with excited curiosity. “You will meet them soon. Be patient my son. The best things are worth waiting for.
~fin~
A/N: Specail thanks to my beta Cresent Dreams. And those who helped me when I got stuck.
A/N 2014: I am going back to edit all my old stories to attempt to improve some of the grammar and spelling.