To gain trust or to love? by peace.love.smiles

Chapter 1

Disclaimer: I do not own any of the character of this anime series. Though I wish I did own Sesshomaru, but I don't. *pouts*

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Sometimes you feel like crying, while other times you feel like dying.

But then you find something, to cherish and to live for, well I've found something to live for.

His name is Sesshomaru.

Yes Inuyasha's old brother.

I decided that I would help him.

Even if he doesn't know that I am.

He joined the group and it was not what I expected.

He just silently walked to a tree and sat down.

He appeared to be sleeping but I knew better than that.

I just finished making ramen and served it to everyone.

Even Jaken took it and ate.

As soon as I turn to him he spoke.

"I do not eat human food."

A blush crept up from my neck and he opened his eyes and looked at me.

Those golden was much more different to Inuyasha's.

His was much more colder than Inuyasha's.

I don't know understand why his eyes was so cold.

They are a lot of things that I don't know about him but I'm glad we met even under those situations.

She remembered when he told Inuyasha about falling for a human just like their father.

I really didn't care about what he said then but now I do because I don't love Inuyasha like that anymore.

I can only think of him as a brother.

I remembered how angry I was when he shot acid at me intending to burn me but I didn't.

Instead I gave his brother the "Legendary Tetsusaiga" and that resulted in him losing his right arm.

I fell sorry for him then and I still do.

I looked down at the spot then I heard a growl, I guess he doesn't want pity.

I just turned around, sat and ate.

Was the human just looking where my arm is missing.

Does she fell sorry for me, it was because of her that I lost it.

Does she think it affects me.

Well it doesn't really matter.

I remember when I threw the acid at her intending on killing her but she somehow survive and gave Inuyasha the sword.

I growled because I don't like people staring and I don't like pity either. She quietly turned around, sat and ate.

I feel really sorry for him but I won't show it.

I'm going to go home and buy some books about the human body maybe I can see how everything is supposed to be and used my spiritual power to heal him.

I'll ask Inuyasha if I can leave first thing in the morning.

After that thought I cleaned up the camp and settled down in my sleeping bag with Shippo in my arms.

The kitsune has grown so much on me.

I can only now think of him as my son.

I think Inuyasha's demon side as grown on me.

An enemy demon hurt Shippo and was about to finish him off but Sesshomaru stepped in and finished the demon off.

Sesshomaru was approaching when I started growling he immediately stopped in his tracks.

Inuyasha and Kirara had backed up.

After I finish cleanse and healed the wound Inuyasha approached me cautiously asking where I learned to growl like that.

I told him that he might have rubbed of on me and he started to laugh, which make me laugh then every one laughed excluding Sesshomaru, Jaken and Ah-un.

I decided it would be best if I rest, don't want an angry Inuyasha in the morning.

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That's the end of chapter 1 hoped you liked it. If you do then review and gave some suggestions.

I tried to make Sesshomaru stay his usual self like on the show. I hope he wasn't OOC.

Anyway R&R. Bye