A/N: My first one-shot...let me know if you guys like it and want me to continue the story! (^_^)
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So vivid, the feelings and the emotions that ran into my head...
I found myself walking towards a large group of people who seemed to being going the same direction. That's when I spotted him, the guy who has been plaguing my mind for years. I sped up to incur my goal that I didn't realize I had until then. I finally got close to him...then suddenly, "Do you have a girlfriend?" Is what I asked him as he was walking, neither of us stopping to catch up on old times or talk about the weather. "No" was his reply, as if my question was totally absurd, he topped it off with a matching facial expression, but was quickly replaced with his usual icy mask. How was I supposed to know with all of the girls that constantly fawn after him. Girls that he probably had debauchery escapades with to sate his needs. He had no other emotion, rather he seemed determined to continue walking. Did our moments mean nothing to him? Was I another one of those girls? I refused to believe so as memories flashed through my head. Long talks at night, sharing our true selves, splashed with verbal sparring that we indulged in like chocolate. And as I recall, he should be in a relationship with some other Inuyokai girl. So why was he saying no?
Next thing I know, my mind didn't care about the details. The 'no' was the bright signal I had hoped for. I felt a rush as I made my way in front of him to slow his expedition. I had to be bold. I had to do it. In an instant, I grabbed what seemed to be his button down shirt, tugged, and forced a kiss on him. The feeling of his lips were so soft as I put pressure and slight twist to deepen it. He kissed me back with the passion I longed for and missed dearly. My hands made their way under his shirt, feeling his smooth well carved torso. He pushed me against a nearby wall in the shadows. The streets suddenly barren as we focused only on each other. He caressed my thigh, putting a slight push that slowly led my leg around his hips. All the while he sucked and nipped at the sensitive spot between neck and shoulder. I sighed and ground into his obvious arousal to let him know what I so desperately needed, he thrust his hips forward to let me know he needed it too. My head rested against his shoulder as I tried to feel all of him. His hands made their way under my skirt, one feeling up my backside and the other slipping past my satin barrier. I could feel his clawed fingers as they played with my clit and folds. I couldn't help but moan. He seemed to smirk in satisfaction when he brought his fingers up and saw how my juices coated his fingers. He took that as his cue to unleash his engorged member and guide it to my pulsating heat. I groaned as he teased me with his tip, until I started to scratch his back with my nails in desire. That's when he plunged in and all of my senses went awry. I started to scream at his accelerating pace and he grunted with every complete impact. My other leg had long ago matched it's sister to give him better access and I begged him to go in deeper. He gladly complied pounding harder, going almost all the way out so that only the tip remained, but then quickly filling me completely. I felt the knot begging to be released and he must have known, because he started to rub my clit. Before I knew it, he bit hard and hit that perfect spot within me. My vision went white even as I clenched my eyes shut in pleasure. I could feel myself clamp down hard as I orgasmed and then he jolted his hips forward with one last thrust, spilling his seed inside of me.
We rested against the wall for a couple minutes, catching our breath. Too soon he pulled out and we tried to get back into some semblance of order. Slowly, our eyes began to meet once we ironed ourselves out. I was entranced by his golden pools, that seemed to burn like molten lava. A few seconds later, I realized that his eyes looked as if he had just awakened with a slight shock and that what he did was wrong. But worse of all, his eyes seemed to radiate hatred...and it was pointed towards me! A passerby would have thought he was trying to have an intense staring contest with me, but I knew better. He had a look of disgust and regret. He let out a rare sigh as he started to walk past me. I felt his aura of anger, with more determination to continue his trek with his emotionless face boring into the poor night air. All I could to was stand there as he left me, my mind whirling trying to understand.I was hurt and confused. I thought he wouldn't mind, because I believed that his curiosity and feelings were similar to mine. That's when a twinge of reality hit me...
...and I awoke...
I sat up breathing harshly as I took in my surroundings bathed in the nightly shadows. As I began to relax, my vision adjusted, my mind replaying my dream. I gasped, turning to look beside me, that's when I felt sadness and confusion ache through my eyes. I then turned my attention to a sparkle from across the room as I unconsciously touched my thumb to my other finger. What was I supposed to make of the dream? I turned back to the reality sleeping soundly next to me. InuYasha...you're my right decision....aren't you?